Venting I just want to stop being ill.

[redluna]

Im living in a hell created by my own mind and I can't escape. I've tried so many times to commit but they never work.

My family failed me by sending me to a effing church rather than actual therapy when I was 12 when they were told I was hurting myself. Its just been getting worse since then and suicide is 10x cheaper than help as an adult.

I really want this to end.

 

[F Sea]

Hello redluna.
Many times they don't know how to help us. I hope you can get rid of that hell you have in your mind with your courage and in your own way.
Best wishes and good luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful and tiring what you are going through, to me it's really understandable just wishing for relief from all the suffering. But anyway best wishes.

 

[SaltySuh]

I'm not a physician and this substance is not approved for use in my country, but I've heard that tianeptine works as an antidepressant and is available online.

 

[redluna]

I'm not a physician and this substance is not approved for use in my country, but I've heard that tianeptine works as an antidepressant and is available online.

Thank you. I will check it out.x

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

Im living in a hell created by my own mind and I can't escape. I've tried so many times to commit but they never work.

My family failed me by sending me to a effing church rather than actual therapy when I was 12 when they were told I was hurting myself. Its just been getting worse since then and suicide is 10x cheaper than help as an adult.

I really want this to end.

hey, dear. Did you try talking about it to a professional ever?