Hi.
Back in the day i planned this whole looney tunes scheme
Long ass detailed plan & method + update diary on the process What I want is 1. Disappear without a single trace and 2. CBT in such a way my body will never be found. For that 2º I thought two ways, water and land First I considered Water -> Sink in the sea/deep lake with some...
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because i had the same idea in mind. I feel you there, and I'm sorry. That urge to just disappear can consume you and you end up thinking stuff like this... it can get desperate.
In the end I didn't follow through cos of
reasons, but practically it isn't as feasible either I think, definetly not easy or something you could do in a day. Forests tend to have lots of roots, and digging and building that contraption might be very hard if not imposible. I'm a weakling i know it would take me a lot. Can't recommend much, mainly wanted to share just to show i get you there :(
comments there might be helpful tho
There's a lot of people who simply disappear in forests. Aokigahara forest in japan, or suicide forest, is so well known they have yearly volunteer searches to find bodies. Usually by hanging or OD (not recommended). I guess It depends on how dense, large, and untrodden the forest is. National forests in america for example are massive, so chances of not being found increase, the more secluded the spot is. Then again there's always the almost mythical figure of "the hiker who was just passing by that area" that finds 95% of all bodies in true crime shows, there almost always seems to be one, at least for the cases where the body is found so i guess some bias there, but it happens enough. Smell attracts animals, maybe people. If the body decomposes, with enough time, sediment... there's skeletons buried everywhere like that... As for methods, a hanging body is more visible of course. Gun and wait for the soil might be best if you can't bury yourself then, or any method that allows to be lying down. I'm not an expert, it's just some thoughts in specific i've happened to consider for a long time and repeatedly.
I don't know what has brought you here, why you want to do this. I'd obviously prefer if you didn't have to go this way, or at least that these thoughts didn't plague your mind as much, it can get exhausting. All in all I'm just really sorry, remember you can also talk and vent here if it makes it more bearable. I wish you the best and easier days your way. Big hugs <3
