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SweptAway

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Jul 4, 2023
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I want to stop caring. I want so badly to have no desires or anxiety or hope or anything at all, and be completely willing to put an end to it. I hate that I feel suicidal so often, but the urge to do anything about it is never strong enough, no matter how many times and how badly I fuck up, it's never enough. How are people so brave and able to take matters into their own hands? I don't understand how so many people are able to set aside anything keeping them here. Not saying it's always what should have been done, but goddamn if it isn't impressive. I just want some fucking motivation for once for this. I guess there's a lot I want.
 
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same. i don't want to be here but i'm still too afraid to ctb. shit sucks
 
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