i just want a friend

[hereandthere13]

ive lost all of my friends due to my own self-loathing and mental illness. the only person i can talk to about anything is my therapist which i only see once a week. and unfortunately, i cant talk to my family about any of it bc it involves them. i really wish i had friends who deal with the same shit as me :(

 

[TheHolySword]

I understand your pain. I have a history of isolation that has caused me to be the distant one in my friend group. I have lost many close friends and let other friendships decay because of my isolation. Recently I ruined a friendship with my best friend and destroyed something special I had with the girl of my dreams because I knew I would be CTBing. Now I'm just lonely waiting for my time to come. I have no real friends anymore, no one to talk to every day. There's nothing left. I have no one but myself to blame. I regret how everything has happened up to this point, but I guess I needed it to happen to get here. I just wish I didn't have to spend these next 5 months so alone.

 

[default]

real shit i js wanna be able to hang out with someone again. not only someone, but a friend who ACTUALLY wants to hang with me too. not go js because.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I miss having friends, I lost the few I had during my manic episode this year. The only friend I have left is my wife, but it's a strained relationship since we separated. I wish I could meet someone who resonated more and understood me better. Superficial friendships don't do much for me.

 

[Shiru]

Hi I also lost all my friends due to not wanting to go out so I understand

 

[yowai]

I want to have any friends at all lol, so difficult to put yourself out there

 

[Sutter]

Cant say a friend would change anything for me. Life with my wife is coming to an end, was my partner, my friend, my love but as much as it just fell apart for my own loss of self, she cant forgive me for harsh words and after a divorce dont think I can ever go back, so many lines crossed.

Thought perhaps with time maybe meet another partner but really, out of time. The best I might see is a dog or cat if I can hold long enough, a dog or a cat thats where I might be at. Ironic, sad, sarcastically the absolute best scenario I have to put forward. All this for the sake of daughters to not feel alone. Really though it will probably be just me, no friend, no dog, no cat, no partner, and daughters to busy living to bother with an old man.

May you all find the friend that suits you and fits you well. Im here for now but not forever.

 

[LastLoveSong]

yeah i just want a friend too, mostly due to my own primal human needs, i'd be fine with being alone but the thing is after you're alone for so long your brain starts to physically need human interaction, even though i dont really trust humans in general i still go insane from being isolated for so long. i just want someone i can talk to without being judged, im agoraphobic so its hard though. but if anyone wants to be friends im up for it ig

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I do too, but I'm not really "compatible" with most people. I can do okay if I keep people at a distance, but I always want to be a bit closer, and open up to them. Unfortunately, my personal feelings tend to be quite depressing/disturbing, and that keeps people away. So… I have to keep a wall between myself and others. It really sucks.