Venting I just wanna scream (advice: maybe I'm disgusting here)

[Doemu]

I really need to be fully alone. I think I'm gonna get that the day I just move to attempt. I really hope that day I just can scream.

I want to scream horrified of this world.
I want to scream horrified of my self.

I hope I can break my voice screaming, so that world have a proof about there's a limit about how much one can suffer.

I hope I can break my lungs screaming so hard that I can choke with my own blood.

I hope that I never need to use my ctb method cause my body just couldn't stand my self finally expressing my pain.

It feels my misery's gonna kill me first.

 

[fleshgarden]

I understand how you are feeling, its so painful, I hope you can be at peace one day