I just wanna lucid dream forever

[yashimon]

If only i have a gun maybe i would have enough courage to kms. hanging, overdosing i cant do those things im scared of failing and end up hospitalized. I open up a lot before i have gone through therapist and did everything yet i still feel like this maybe living here isn't just for me and i never really genuinely like anyone even my friends from before and my ex it's just so boring and full of suffering but in my lucid dreams i can do whatever i want and actually felt genuinely happiness maybe soon enough ill end up into a coma on how much i sleep everyday i only stay awake for 1 hour just to eat and head back to sleep to lucid dream

 

[jatty]

very relatable :(
its so jarring to be in literal heaven bliss, unaware of suffering and have anything you ever dreamed of, and then wake up to hell
i hope one day we find a way so people can be in that constant state.. so far i havent really found a diy method :((

 

[ineed2gosoon]

I relate to this. Ive been having vivid dreams nightly for the past few weeks. Always disappointed when I wake up. I go to bed every night hoping I wont.