So, I'm attracted to conventionally beautiful women. .
Dude, you're normal.
Yes it is true that personality plays a role in attraction, but that plays a lesser role to the far more dominant primal physical attributes due to evolutionary biology that make the sexes attracted to each other. I'm a hetero, so I can only speak from a heterosexual viewpoint.
Certain social / political groups will try to shame you to death for not being solely attracted to a woman for her mind, or her ambition or personality, but that's just modern cultural marxist bullshit.
And yeah is superficial thing the Human animal : where society judges women on their youth and beauty and judge men on how much resources they comendeer. It's a flaw of the human condition. It's simply the way things are.
You want what you want - aint nothing wrong with that.
That said, I certainly have never heard of any woman wanting to kill herself because she's only attracted to rich guys.
So relax, man.