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imdoneandidontcare
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- Feb 19, 2022
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I have my hanging all set up, I tested it and it'll hold me and I start getting dizzy within seconds. It'll work.
The only thing that stops me is I don't want my family to find me. They know I'm suicidal so they keep tabs on me so once I stop responding to messages, one of them will come over (my dad or brother) and I don't want them to see me like that.
I want to die, I've even come to terms with the pain it'll cause them but I just don't want them to find me. I would be fine with anyone finding me but not my family.
The only thing that stops me is I don't want my family to find me. They know I'm suicidal so they keep tabs on me so once I stop responding to messages, one of them will come over (my dad or brother) and I don't want them to see me like that.
I want to die, I've even come to terms with the pain it'll cause them but I just don't want them to find me. I would be fine with anyone finding me but not my family.