Venting I hope they can find a way to cure Gender Dysphoria in the future

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I understand this is an extremely talked down upon topic in trans communities however I think the only real solution to this hell of an existence is to figure out what causes it and breed dysphoria out. Once we can prove it is a biological anomaly maybe people will finally start taking seriously how awful this condition can be most of the time and start empathizing more instead of telling us pathetic "you are a (wo)man no matter how you look" "you're perfect the way you are" "you need to learn to love yourself" type speak. it's stupid. I was born wrong and I will be wrong forever. No amount of hormones or jaw filler or sex change surgeries or empty hugbox speech from "allies" will give me a male life, at least one that doesn't feel like a massive larp and a lie to everyone around me. I cannot imagine living the rest of my life this way. The moment I realized I was transsex it was like I had suddenly become deaf and blind for the rest of my life. And again nobody cares. I cannot talk to a psych about this because they've all been taught to regurgitate the "love yourself gender ≠ sex" mentality and there's not a chance they could understand what I'm trying to say. I cannot go to a ward for this because of the psych reasons and I am terrified of the horror stories from other trans people who have been abused and assaulted. Even on here I see trans people speak on how their bodies are fundamentally ruined and can never be fixed and people in the replies will spew the exact same nonsense over and over again. You are perfect the way you are. You don't need anything to be a man. Men can have gyno and wide hips and tiny hands and blah blah blah please shut up it is not helpful none of it is helpful. And I can't even really blame them because what else can they do? Being a transsexual is a cruel cruel life and I cannot wait until MAiD legalizes mental health related treatment.
this is a bit incoherent and poorly written my apologies I have not slept in two days and am in the middle of a shift at work and am also a bit drunk