Huggs
Wish for peace
- Jul 6, 2023
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I was raised christian and even though I'm not anymore because it doesn't make logical sense to me, the from childhood programmed fear there runs deep. A loving god is impossible looking at this planet but maybe a narcissistic one, or something like reincarnation. Either of these are horrifying to me. I'm not a good person, so the thought of hell scares me, as does the thought of karma or even just living again in perpetuity. I don't want to experience consciousness again. The only peaceful thing to me would be not being conscious for eternity after death.
This world is so unfair and suffering is rampant. I want to die extremely soon and stay dead.
This world is so unfair and suffering is rampant. I want to die extremely soon and stay dead.