i hope that i die in pain

[aoseno perpetuo]

i dont wish for a peaceful comfortable death i want my senses to be overwhelmed at my death and to feel the most physically stimulated in my life just before my end, whenever that happens
somatic pain is unbearable only when it lasts for a long time

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Nobody deserves pain, but I get why you think you want to die in pain...pain becomes a relief when it doesn't hurt our mind rather just physical there would be no shame of getting hurt only blood leaking through the body....