i hope my next life is beautiful

[moonmuse]

this world this life this me is all so mehhh
i hope i will be born somewhere near the mountains, travel a lot,eat a lot, find the love of my life and have a supportive family..
i would also be a writer i would write sonnets books poetry whatever i feel like..i would learn to drive ..
i would have kids of my own oh myyy gooddd i always wanted to be a mom and have kids but i am pretty young ..
i have pretty much decided the name of my future daughter too i would name her ALIZEH which means gentle wind from heaven
or i would name her SHEKINAH which means divine presence of god ..i hope i dont forget these name by my next life ..
lol

 

[meek]

why is it all so mehhh. explain.

 

[moonmuse]

why is it all so mehhh. explain.

my chaotic family makes my life worse alcoholic dad narcissist mom and yea all this bullshit and i pay for their actions and i had a very rough childhood too that trauma never goes those flash backs keeps coming back ..all this breaks me down so bad

 

[meek]

my chaotic family makes my life worse alcoholic dad narcissist mom and yea all this bullshit and i pay for their actions and i had a very rough childhood too that trauma never goes those flash backs keeps coming back ..all this breaks me down so bad

may I ask how old are you?

 

[moonmuse]

19

may I ask how old are you?

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

I hope my next life, I'm a cat.

 

[moonmuse]

i love cats tho i dont have one

I hope my next life, I'm a cat.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

i love cats tho i dont have one

Maybe I'll visit you as a cat in our next lives.

 

[User111885]

19

Oh my gosh, 19?

Get a job and move out if your family is so awful. How long have you looked for work?

There is no next life. This is it. Have you tried therapy? Have you tried to get better?

Not having found anyone at 19 is not a good reason to ctb. We aren't living in the 1800s where everyone gets married in their teens.

Have you tried anything? Antidepressants, talk therapy, exercise? Working?

Suicide is a drastic action best for circumstances that are absolutely irreparable, like terminal illness or severe medical issues resistant to treatment. Havw you tried to get medical care?

There's nothing to stop you from learning to drive or having children. You absolutely need to try treatment before anything drastic like SN.

 

[moonmuse]

Oh my gosh, 19?

Get a job and move out if your family is so awful. How long have you looked for work?

There is no next life. This is it. Have you tried therapy? Have you tried to get better?

Not having found anyone at 19 is not a good reason to ctb. We aren't living in the 1800s where everyone gets married in their teens.

Have you tried anything? Antidepressants, talk therapy, exercise? Working?

Suicide is a drastic action best for circumstances that are absolutely irreparable, like terminal illness or severe medical issues resistant to treatment. Havw you tried to get medical care?

There's nothing to stop you from learning to drive or having children. You absolutely need to try treatment before anything drastic like SN.

tysm for the concern but age has nothing to do with suffering its just that i have constant panic attacks and i live in fear i live to see each day full of hate chaos and absolute despair so i cant take it any more its not that i didnt try or tried to talk about it to people but all i got was fake sympathy..I also know theres no after life it was just a delulu post so chill

 

[zizzou]

Oh my gosh, 19?

Get a job and move out if your family is so awful. How long have you looked for work?

There is no next life. This is it. Have you tried therapy? Have you tried to get better?

Not having found anyone at 19 is not a good reason to ctb. We aren't living in the 1800s where everyone gets married in their teens.

Have you tried anything? Antidepressants, talk therapy, exercise? Working?

Suicide is a drastic action best for circumstances that are absolutely irreparable, like terminal illness or severe medical issues resistant to treatment. Havw you tried to get medical care?

There's nothing to stop you from learning to drive or having children. You absolutely need to try treatment before anything drastic like SN.

Leaving isn't that easy. Getting a job, a car, driving, a place to stay, all those steps have their own complications. While I do agree with your premise that based on the limited information this person has shared this isn't the best choice, we don't really know everything.

OP, just see if you can get to tomorrow and if you need someone to talk to, I do too haha

 

[moonmuse]

Leaving isn't that easy. Getting a job, a car, driving, a place to stay, all those steps have their own complications. While I do agree with your premise that based on the limited information this person has shared this isn't the best choice, we don't really know everything.

OP, just see if you can get to tomorrow and if you need someone to talk to, I do too haha

sorry but wdym

 

[zizzou]

Well on getting to tomorrow; you don't have to do or think of all those things yet, it's enough that you're here for now. The rest will follow if you want it to.

 

[StoneBridge]

May all your wishes come true

 

[Off_Switch]

I hope for no next life. Living is exhausting. Even if your life is good.