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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I have only been here a few weeks, and I am thankful for finding a great site where I can unleash my dark side, and not be judged.

This will be my final post, as this afternoon, I will be heading to my final destination. It will be a long drive, but it will be worth it to finally be free of all this pain and suffering I have endured through the years. By this time tomorrow, I will be on the other side.

Even though we have never met face to face, we are all in the same boat one way or another, and we only have each other here for support. You know you can't rely on doctors, meds, hospitals, etc.....

I certainly hope that you find your peace, whether you choose to ctb, or stay among the living.

Peace be with everyone.


P.S. Mods, sorry if I should have posted this elsewhere.
 
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Jonnydoeuk

Member
Aug 4, 2018
67
I have only been here a few weeks, and I am thankful for finding a great site where I can unleash my dark side, and not be judged.

This will be my final post, as this afternoon, I will be heading to my final destination. It will be a long drive, but it will be worth it to finally be free of all this pain and suffering I have endured through the years. By this time tomorrow, I will be on the other side.

Even though we have never met face to face, we are all in the same boat one way or another, and we only have each other here for support. You know you can't rely on doctors, meds, hospitals, etc.....

I certainly hope that you find your peace, whether you choose to ctb, or stay among the living.

Peace be with everyone.


P.S. Mods, sorry if I should have posted this elsewhere.
What's your method ?
 
Charlie

Charlie

Student
May 12, 2018
128
I have only been here a few weeks, and I am thankful for finding a great site where I can unleash my dark side, and not be judged.

This will be my final post, as this afternoon, I will be heading to my final destination. It will be a long drive, but it will be worth it to finally be free of all this pain and suffering I have endured through the years. By this time tomorrow, I will be on the other side.

Even though we have never met face to face, we are all in the same boat one way or another, and we only have each other here for support. You know you can't rely on doctors, meds, hospitals, etc.....

I certainly hope that you find your peace, whether you choose to ctb, or stay among the living.

Peace be with everyone.


P.S. Mods, sorry if I should have posted this elsewhere.
rest in peace :'(
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I have only been here a few weeks, and I am thankful for finding a great site where I can unleash my dark side, and not be judged.

This will be my final post, as this afternoon, I will be heading to my final destination. It will be a long drive, but it will be worth it to finally be free of all this pain and suffering I have endured through the years. By this time tomorrow, I will be on the other side.

Even though we have never met face to face, we are all in the same boat one way or another, and we only have each other here for support. You know you can't rely on doctors, meds, hospitals, etc.....

I certainly hope that you find your peace, whether you choose to ctb, or stay among the living.

Peace be with everyone.


P.S. Mods, sorry if I should have posted this elsewhere.


Thank you and I hope you find peace.

I do have a questions though. What ultimately pushed you over the edge? How did you overcome your survival instinct? And do you feel "ready" to die?
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Thank you and I hope you find peace.

I do have a questions though. What ultimately pushed you over the edge? How did you overcome your survival instinct? And do you feel "ready" to die?

30 plus years of depression and anxiety. Meds, therapists, institutions, nothing helped. I'm stuck in a world I can't crawl out of, and I want out.

I have made peace with myself, and I am ready.
 
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shattered dreams

shattered dreams

Student
Jun 5, 2018
136
I am sorry to hear that, but I hope you find peace. You were an interesting character, and will be missed by me and others. I wish you the best on your journey to the other side.
 
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Jonnydoeuk

Member
Aug 4, 2018
67
How
30 plus years of depression and anxiety. Meds, therapists, institutions, nothing helped. I'm stuck in a world I can't crawl out of, and I want out.

I have made peace with myself, and I am ready.
how old are you dude
 
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nuclearsnake

Student
Jul 11, 2018
145
Goodbye, my friend. See you on the other side.
 
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shattered dreams

shattered dreams

Student
Jun 5, 2018
136
How

how old are you dude

I don't know if Empty Smile is coming back, so I will answer that for you. I remember him posting that he is 48.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
I have only been here a few weeks, and I am thankful for finding a great site where I can unleash my dark side, and not be judged.

This will be my final post, as this afternoon, I will be heading to my final destination. It will be a long drive, but it will be worth it to finally be free of all this pain and suffering I have endured through the years. By this time tomorrow, I will be on the other side.

Even though we have never met face to face, we are all in the same boat one way or another, and we only have each other here for support. You know you can't rely on doctors, meds, hospitals, etc.....

I certainly hope that you find your peace, whether you choose to ctb, or stay among the living.

Peace be with everyone.


P.S. Mods, sorry if I should have posted this elsewhere.

Thank you too and i hope you find peace.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
I have only been here a few weeks, and I am thankful for finding a great site where I can unleash my dark side, and not be judged.

This will be my final post, as this afternoon, I will be heading to my final destination. It will be a long drive, but it will be worth it to finally be free of all this pain and suffering I have endured through the years. By this time tomorrow, I will be on the other side.

Even though we have never met face to face, we are all in the same boat one way or another, and we only have each other here for support. You know you can't rely on doctors, meds, hospitals, etc.....

I certainly hope that you find your peace, whether you choose to ctb, or stay among the living.

Peace be with everyone.


P.S. Mods, sorry if I should have posted this elsewhere.
I will miss you I had hoped to be with you
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,784
I hope you find peace
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
I hope you find your peace and am sorry life was so difficult.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
Amen <3
 
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Pony Slaystation

Member
Jul 28, 2018
32
There is no "peace" in death. Only nothingness. "Peace" requires perception and consciousness. When you die you lose all of that.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
There is no "peace" in death. Only nothingness. "Peace" requires perception and consciousness. When you die you lose all of that.

For me, freedom from pain is a form of peace. Let's not argue on a goodbye thread. This gentleman deserves well wishes and respect.
 
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Meena

Meena

Student
Jun 7, 2018
138
Each time i hear about somebody hwo ctbed , i feel a strong admiration for him and wish to have the same courage.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Wishing you peace and a smooth journey to the other side.
 
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musicislife

Student
Jun 15, 2018
159
Rest in peace dude so brave
 
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RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
I hope you find peace man
 
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shattered dreams

shattered dreams

Student
Jun 5, 2018
136
For some reason I have been thinking about Empty Smile's suicide a lot. I have been in a lot of pain recently, and I realize it is only going to get worse for me. I cannot keep living with this severe depression that I have. I need to get the kind of determination and courage that Empty Smile had. How many times have we been told that suicide is the easy way out? I can unequivocally say that it isn't because of the survival instinct. It is actually easier to keep living than to ctb.
 
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Definitelyworried

Definitelyworried

Member
Jun 19, 2018
551
For some reason I have been thinking about Empty Smile's suicide a lot. I have been in a lot of pain recently, and I realize it is only going to get worse for me. I cannot keep living with this severe depression that I have. I need to get the kind of determination and courage that Empty Smile had. How many times have we been told that suicide is the easy way out? I can unequivocally say that it isn't because of the survival instinct. It is actually easier to keep living than to ctb.
They are both difficult, but yes I have felt like a coward for not being able to kill myself, when I had it all planned out.
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
I'll be going on the same way tomorrow afternoon. May you have the peace you deserve.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
Best wishes and peace to you whatever happens.

And peace to Empty Smile.
 
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Mecha Man

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
230
I'll be going on the same way tomorrow afternoon. May you have the peace you deserve.

If you fail you better come back and tell us! Otherwise, see you in the afterlife
 
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Mecha Man

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
230
30 plus years of depression and anxiety. Meds, therapists, institutions, nothing helped. I'm stuck in a world I can't crawl out of, and I want out.

I have made peace with myself, and I am ready.

This is so sad. I know you can't hear me anymore, but I don't know why you should have been made to suffer for so long. If you fail, YOU'D BETTER COME ON HERE AND TELL US! Otherwise, your problems are now over, thank goodness.
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
I hope you the very best , and find the peace you looking for , RIP .
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
If you fail you better come back and tell us! Otherwise, see you in the afterlife

I will definitely come back here if I fail and look for facts regarding full suspension hanging. :)
 
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