I honestly feel blessed

[shantyizlit]

I get paid a decent amount a month in welfare, right now I can just chill in my room and have food made for me (im at the ward lol, can pretty much leave when I like), and best of all I can order drugs to my home address off the internet very easily and quite safely. Heroin that I can ctb on.
While I'm waiting for the gear to land I can just chill in front of my PC and make the most out of it.
I'm mostly grateful about the dark web markets though, drugs are great and now they will do the best for me a (hopefully) peaceful ctb.
Honestly if my life goes out peacefully as I'd imagine from the Heroin overdose I'd say 10/10 would do it again. I didn't let myself suffer through that much misery before I did something about it.

Compared to what others have to endure I have it great. Just being positive my life really has been shit though, but just having an easy supposedly peaceful way out makes this whole shit a whole lot more positive.

Fuck anti-suicide propaganda give us Nembutal! Affordable and easily accessible thank you.

 

[YEAR2050]

I'm very happy for you, and i hope the process will be smooth and peaceful

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so relieved at knowing you can leave peacefully, but of course it's certainly inhumane how Nembutal isn't legalised, those who hold anti-suicide views disgust me as I believe we all deserve the option to peacefully and permanently escape from this existence. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.