
orangepotato
Student
- Mar 26, 2020
- 148
One wants to live and one wants to give up and die, and I don't know which one to listen to. Literally half the time I want to die, and the other half I want to live. It's dividing me in half and driving me insane. I want to kill myself just to escape this constant back-and-forth, one second I feel OK the next second I'm absolutely convinced I'm going to kill myself. I just want it to stop. This is torture!