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As long as it's not put into action, it's just an emotion and thoughts. Put it into your workouts, art, writing.
I feel this too. I think I've hurt so much I want to feel vengeance. Some of it is vengeance against those who hurt me, but largely I want to hurt God by hurting the people He has blessed at my expense. If they are more valuable to Him than I am, I will take them. Of course as soon as I think this I feel shame and guilt. I don't want to be this monster that I fear I may be becoming.
Thats just it, i don't know. Perhaps I've forgotten, since memories from the last couple years have become rather blurry. Maybe I feel like I've been hurt in some way by them. Like they have left me alone or broken a promise they have kept. I try not to think about too too much because it just makes me angrier but its been eating me alive these last couople days. I genuinely think something is wrong with me or that I might have some kind of disorder but the last thing I want is for people to treat me any differently or even kindly.
