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libertyorunalive44

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Jun 14, 2024
3
People here often recommend SN, and according to common research, the most common result is usually a humane death.

After some contemplating and a few shitty life-changing events later, I decided to give it a go. However, I'm not too keen on how things will go, as suicide STILL involves death, and I'm obviously afraid; I also do not know what SN tastes like, should I add flavored juice to dampen the presumed bitterness?

Straight to the point. I want to know how I would tackle this. Do I go to bed right after drinking the SN concoction? What would you have me do before drinking the loaded liquid? What do I expect after?

I kinda have things planned out already for me. I've chosen a "farewell song" to listen to right before or during my euthanasia. I have no last meal planned out yet. Whatever else I wanna do, I wanna make sure it's done to clear myself of personal debt. I also occasionally question if I should announce my bus ticket on my personal socials.

The last time I did (or at least tried to do) that was when I contemplated jumping off a nearby bridge because no other methods were available to me at the time; my parents stopped me, saying they care, but dropped the act a few days after, accusing me of holding myself hostage.

I've had enough at this point. I just feel that there's only one way it ends; either I suffer in reality, or instantly end everything in death. They always want me to pick the former option, but nah.

Now, SN. Preparations. Effects. What should I expect?

P.S. The SN container arrives in 4-20 days; I hope it arrives sooner than later, due to a rising increase on external control over my life.
 
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ghiandalover

Member
Jan 22, 2025
7
It tastes salty as it's basically salt
I recommend you to prepare at least 2 cup of SN as you may throw up even using AE since you don't know how much sn you have expelled is better preparing 2 cups as is almost sure you'll throw up.
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
259
It tastes salty as it's basically salt
I recommend you to prepare at least 2 cup of SN as you may throw up even using AE since you don't know how much sn you have expelled is better preparing 2 cups as is almost sure you'll throw up.

This is something I don't understand. People make it sound like AE is so critical but then it seems like people throw up either way?
 
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Einarfjzx

Member
May 28, 2022
21
i did throw up when i attempted 2 years ago even though i was on AE
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,476
I've heard of people sucking on hard candy after their attempt to help with the saltiness, that could be a possibility.
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
317
This is something I don't understand. People make it sound like AE is so critical but then it seems like people throw up either way?
The other main benefits of AE is to speed up the gastric emptying, so that the SN is absorbed faster. This makes the loss of consciousness come faster and makes this method also more reliable.
 
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