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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
It was super stressful getting the Bitcoin. If you use bank transfer they don't give you access to the funds for a long time due to "review." I had to go to a Bitcoin ATM where I paid in cash so the funds were available right away.
Wait wait, what? Whats a Bitcoin ATM?
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
How do i ask him to provide proof? What do I ask to make sure i get my order? thank you
You don't. You just have to take it on faith. I paid him and then he shipped it. I figured since others on here used him that he wouldn't run off with the money, but you never know.
Also, if it gets confiscated at customs and you don't get the package, you don't get your money back
 
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Risperdead

Risperdead

Agenda 2030 Sustainable Death
Jul 20, 2021
49
You don't. You just have to take it on faith. I paid him and then he shipped it. I figured since others on here used him that he wouldn't run off with the money, but you never know.
Also, if it gets confiscated at customs and you don't get the package, you don't get your money back
Hopefully all goes well for you, please keep us updated about the delivery! Me looking forward to order soon, but i am worrying about the amount of Nembutal i need as i am a fat male with about 130 kg ( 260 pounds). Are two bottles enough, what do you think?! I will do further research on this.
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
My package is in the US now and is scheduled to be delivered by Tuesday night!!!! I'm so excited I won't be able to sleep. I didn't expect it to be this fast!

Btw, I'm not planning to CTB anytime soon--I just want an out in case I need it. But it will just be such a relief to get it.
 
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GoingMyOwnWay

Member
Jan 23, 2021
91
OMG OMG my package is in the US now and is scheduled to be delivered by Tuesday night!!!! I'm so excited I won't be able to sleep. I didn't expect it to be this fast!

Btw, I'm not planning to CTB anytime soon--I just want an out in case I need it. But it will just be such a relief to get it.

Happy for you :hug::hug:
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
It arrived!
2 sealed bottles each in their own box. Fake label. Not sure if I'm going to test it--many people have vouched for D but I like to be on the safe side.
Overall, I give D five stars. He shipped it the next business day after I paid and it arrived in 1.5 days (I'm in NA).
 
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Risperdead

Agenda 2030 Sustainable Death
Jul 20, 2021
49
Good to know Teardrop2021 , very thanks for your update on this and good luck and peace with all ! I am happy if I could die with at least a little rest dignity :)
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
Good to know Teardrop2021 , very thanks for your update on this and good luck and peace with all ! I am happy if I could die with at least a little rest dignity :)
Thanks! I hope not to have to use it, but it's an incredible relief to have it just in case.
Btw, it seems like a LOT of liquid to drink. I didn't visualize how much volume 200 ml was. I can barely imagine taking a tablespoon of the stuff.....
 
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I_just_cba

Member
Mar 27, 2021
40
I can't seem to access the PPH on the compilation - is anyone able to provide a link to the latest one? Looking to get some N
 
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316

Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
@Teardrop2021 was there any Meto included in your package?
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
@Teardrop2021 was there any Meto included in your package?
No, I thought about asking him to include it, but I read that it's better not to because it attracts more attention at customs. I was able to get it from an auction site (search for the generic name).
 
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316

Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
No, I thought about asking him to include it, but I read that it's better not to because it attracts more attention at customs. I was able to get it from an auction site (search for the generic name).
I read the same thing. I'm in the UK and it seems that we can't buy it online it's prescription only. I'm having more trouble getting the antiemetics than the N itself lol
 
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donewrong

doomed
Jul 14, 2021
106
I'm also unable to source Meto. are there online phrmacies handling it for europeans ?
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
I still have my expired N in the fridge and nobody has seen it, in a black box taped, fuck'em if they ask, its on the back so its hard to see.

I saw it as a life insurance, its probably over a year expired, or two?

I believe that happened to many of us here... where can I get another bottle? my last vendor isnt vending anymore
 
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pure soul

Student
Jul 17, 2021
131
I still have my expired N in the fridge and nobody has seen it, in a black box taped, fuck'em if they ask, its on the back so its hard to see.

I saw it as a life insurance, its probably over a year expired, or two?

I believe that happened to many of us here... where can I get another bottle? my last vendor isnt vending anymore
So can u tell me life of N?? And how can u say that your N is expired??
 
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Nametagged

Member
Aug 2, 2021
23
No, I thought about asking him to include it, but I read that it's better not to because it attracts more attention at customs. I was able to get it from an auction site (search for the generic name).
Metoclopramide is the generic name.
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
So can u tell me life of N?? And how can u say that your N is expired??
short answer: expiration date on the bottle.

The "N" I've got, its from veterinarian supply, so its an official "medication" to put cows and dogs to sleep, probably euthanasia or for surgery I'm not sure.

Since its an official medication, it has the expiration date in the bottle or box, dont remember, but many people here had the
I believe if im correct: Expired on March 2021? or was it 2020? cant remember for sure.... I dont want to open the black-taped-box its in, because light affects it, and they say some chemicals would build up inside the liquid when expiration starts or is set.
 
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3xxn

Member
Aug 17, 2021
7
is there any other link to the latest pph? all the mega links in the resource compilation section don't seem to work
 
GoingMyOwnWay

GoingMyOwnWay

Member
Jan 23, 2021
91
short answer: expiration date on the bottle.

The "N" I've got, its from veterinarian supply, so its an official "medication" to put cows and dogs to sleep, probably euthanasia or for surgery I'm not sure.

Since its an official medication, it has the expiration date in the bottle or box, dont remember, but many people here had the
I believe if im correct: Expired on March 2021? or was it 2020? cant remember for sure.... I dont want to open the black-taped-box its in, because light affects it, and they say some chemicals would build up inside the liquid when expiration starts or is set.

Supposedly as long as you've had it in a cool place, properly sealed, it could likely still be fine. Expiration dates don't mean the product is no longer effective.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
N from D is the only legit source right now.
Source A has been scamming people as of late.

And you guys should stop caring about the printed expiration date on the bottle. Just make sure you store it in a cool, dry place, and don't open the bottle until it's actually time to CTB. The shelf life may be up to 20 years or more
 
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999

New Member
Oct 7, 2021
1
hi everyone, hope all is well with you all. i'm trying to figure out if i contacted the right person. by ''D'' you guys mean Source 2 from the PPH book right? i downloaded the book from here from i think a moderator of the site so it must be the legit one. the weird thing is that the PPH book refers to him more as ''B'' not D. He is the guy who has both ctemplar,com and protonmail.com emails right? I contacted the proton one since it was free to register. Just want to make sure I'm doing everything i possibly can right. thanks to any of you who takes the time to reply. love and peace to you all
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
Yes. Source B, calls himself "D"
 
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