• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
DeadButDreaming

DeadButDreaming

Specialist
Jun 16, 2020
362
Do you think drinking it would be painful? Some people complain of a burning feeling with SN.
 
L

letsdiee

Member
Apr 8, 2021
14
Do you think drinking it would be painful? Some people complain of a burning feeling with SN.
To be honest i think it won't be painful. I've taken in the past lorazepam whole package. My memeory was turned on again after 3-4 days and i didin't feel anything, i don't even remeber when i lost consciousness. I just hope pento doesn't give any unpleasent effects after taking it i mean during transition to death. Lorazpeam if i'm corret is similar to pento so there're high chances that all you feel it's bitter taste. (Bitter = poison)
 
  • Like
Reactions: a.warm.place and DeadButDreaming
W

watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
Do you think drinking it would be painful? Some people complain of a burning feeling with SN.
Can't compare SN to N, they have their own unique properties.

Don't stress about drinking it. There are videos of elderly people drinking N, who simply complain about the taste, but with a smile on their face. Minutes later, they're unconscious. I've seen people react worse to a shot of Jagermeister and black jellybeans. (Both of which I enjoy.) And canned spinach. (Me; vile swamp mud...)

 
  • Like
Reactions: 0000000000000, it's_all_a_game, a.warm.place and 2 others
C

CharlieBrown

Member
Aug 22, 2020
21
Is using Tor browser and proton mail sufficient security when contacting D? Thank you.
 
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
How do you know the substance is actually N?? In Mexico there's lots of counterfeit stuff including meds. You would only know if u tested it or when trying to ctb?? How do they guarantee it's the good stuff?
 
H

HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
How do you know the substance is actually N?? In Mexico there's lots of counterfeit stuff including meds. You would only know if u tested it or when trying to ctb?? How do they guarantee it's the good stuff?
You can only know for sure by testing. However, D sent conclusive proof he indeed owns the product and the bottles look exactly like on the photo's. It seems unlikely to me this is not the real product.
 
  • Like
Reactions: that_guy2611
Butterfly65

Butterfly65

One step closer
Oct 28, 2020
157
To be honest i think it won't be painful. I've taken in the past lorazepam whole package. My memeory was turned on again after 3-4 days and i didin't feel anything, i don't even remeber when i lost consciousness. I just hope pento doesn't give any unpleasent effects after taking it i mean during transition to death. Lorazpeam if i'm corret is similar to pento so there're high chances that all you feel it's bitter taste. (Bitter = poison)
No Lorazepam is nothing like Pentobarbital completely different class of drug. Lorazepam is a benzo and pentobarbital is a barbiturate.
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
I also am curious
proton is more than enough, it is the means of payment used that must be judiciously chosen, favor payment by crypto rather than western to prevent the authorities from pulling out their magnifying glass
 
  • Like
Reactions: LifeQuitter2018, CharlieBrown and Tkmiz_Tsukumizu
Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Specialist
Feb 3, 2021
320
proton is more than enough, it is the means of payment used that must be judiciously chosen, favor payment by crypto rather than western to prevent the authorities from pulling out their magnifying glass
You did this over clearnet not tor? Thanks for the response
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
You did this over clearnet not tor? Thanks for the response
proton provides an onion address if you are too paranoid but it would be pointless to take so many precautions, I myself simply used the clear to order but through my vpn which simply changes my ip (little extra precaution).
 
  • Love
Reactions: Tkmiz_Tsukumizu
Butterfly65

Butterfly65

One step closer
Oct 28, 2020
157
proton is more than enough, it is the means of payment used that must be judiciously chosen, favor payment by crypto rather than western to prevent the authorities from pulling out their magnifying glass
Ok, I see, there is no way to pay other then western union if you don't have access to crypto? I guess I'm screwed then.
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
Ok, I see, there is no way to pay other then western union if you don't have access to crypto? I guess I'm screwed then.
you can pay with western but it's risky, I have heard several bad stories with this payment method chosen for people who had ordered from A or D, it is possible that western collaborates with the authorities when the little Mexicans receive a payment it leaves a trace, you can simply buy cryptos online with a cc or even with money in different banks, the btc is very accessible even physically
 
  • Like
Reactions: whitefeather and Wrennie
H

hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
Wtf do I have to pay in bitcoin if I order this? If i try again it will be my 4th try of suicide, dont wanna outlive it again if im pushed to suicide again. I dont know if this N is able to survive from it or one cant be saved from it?
Some things said un that book are also a bit untrue be careful that doctor who wrote it does not know it all as I tried one of his method and followed it in all steps n still survived, also it was not peaceful like he said, it made me nauseas n dizzy, I ingested 11-14grams of amitryptiline n still ended upin coma for 10 days n still survived, the doctor never pumped it out of n but he said its too late for that n i stilll survived okey, he said all my body n organs were poised by the amitrytiline, n I still survived, how is this possible, how can we even trust science and that doctors in that book okey?
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: a.warm.place
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Wtf do I have to pay in bitcoin if I order this? If i try again it will be my 4th try of suicide, dont wanna outlive it again if im pushed to suicide again. I dont know if this N is able to survive from it or one cant be saved from it?
Some things said un that book are also a bit untrue be careful that doctor who wrote it does not know it all as I tried one of his method and followed it in all steps n still survived, also it was not peaceful like he said, it made me nauseas n dizzy, I ingested 11-14grams of amitryptiline n still ended upin coma for 10 days n still survived, the doctor never pumped it out of n but he said its too late for that n i stilll survived okey, he said all my body n organs were poised by the amitrytiline, n I still survived, how is this possible, how can we even trust science and that doctors in that book okey?
Good point, they also say Sn is peaceful and testimonials here suggest otherwise.
 
  • Like
Reactions: hatelife
L

letsdiee

Member
Apr 8, 2021
14
Wtf do I have to pay in bitcoin if I order this? If i try again it will be my 4th try of suicide, dont wanna outlive it again if im pushed to suicide again. I dont know if this N is able to survive from it or one cant be saved from it?
Some things said un that book are also a bit untrue be careful that doctor who wrote it does not know it all as I tried one of his method and followed it in all steps n still survived, also it was not peaceful like he said, it made me nauseas n dizzy, I ingested 11-14grams of amitryptiline n still ended upin coma for 10 days n still survived, the doctor never pumped it out of n but he said its too late for that n i stilll survived okey, he said all my body n organs were poised by the amitrytiline, n I still survived, how is this possible, how can we even trust science and that doctors in that book okey?
You shouldn't trust any docs. It's one big bullshit. They know shit and only wants your money. One big fucking propaganda.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: whitefeather, Journeytoletgo and hatelife
a.warm.place

a.warm.place

Member
Aug 31, 2020
5
Hopefully I will get my "golden ticket" soon aswell. I'm a bit anxious but excited at the same time and maybe I will finally feel some relief. I'm just hoping it will arrive and that it's legit. Communication with D was good anyway. Thank you for this thread.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: Journeytoletgo and Lostandlooking
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
D requires monero, correct?
Monero ~ btc ~ western (not recommended)
Wtf do I have to pay in bitcoin if I order this? If i try again it will be my 4th try of suicide, dont wanna outlive it again if im pushed to suicide again. I dont know if this N is able to survive from it or one cant be saved from it?
Some things said un that book are also a bit untrue be careful that doctor who wrote it does not know it all as I tried one of his method and followed it in all steps n still survived, also it was not peaceful like he said, it made me nauseas n dizzy, I ingested 11-14grams of amitryptiline n still ended upin coma for 10 days n still survived, the doctor never pumped it out of n but he said its too late for that n i stilll survived okey, he said all my body n organs were poised by the amitrytiline, n I still survived, how is this possible, how can we even trust science and that doctors in that book okey?
you can't survive with the N (they use the same product at dignitas and exit)
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Journeytoletgo, hatelife and speck
K

katesmith

Member
Mar 30, 2021
86
I just received N from D! I am from the UK so I was really worried about customs here as they so strict. I ordered on Thursday 15th and paid in the afternoon and he sent the parcel the next day. Over the weekend it was held in D's country for 3 days. I did panic it was caught by someone by customs as it said it was being held by a government agency. But they released it on Monday and it arrived Today 21st! So I am really impressed with how wuick it got to me and relieved and lucky that it wasn't held at customs in the UK!
 
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Journeytoletgo, Thegoldenapples, speck and 6 others
J

Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Hi guys please DM me on purchasing BTC to monero. I have no idea how to use this
 
S

Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Yeah, I'd prefer to do btc too as I don't have an account on an exchange or anything. Has anyone paid him with btc or is it strictly XMR/Monero?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Tkmiz_Tsukumizu
C

checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
you can also pay with western union and moneygram
 
J

Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
You would want to pay with monero as it's more anonymous
 
C

checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
You would want to pay with monero as it's more anonymous
Well i'm not too good with whole crypto currency thing myself. i did read some of the threads on here last year about it as i was going to order from C when he used to be selling and they were helpful. I'm not personally worried about the anonymous thing. I mean all WU says is i have sent money to someone, somewhere and i can guarantee the person picking it up isn't using their own ID and it won't say what it is, so don't see the big worry!!
 
  • Like
Reactions: Journeytoletgo
J

Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Well i'm not too good with whole crypto currency thing myself. i did read some of the threads on here last year about it as i was going to order from C when he used to be selling and they were helpful. I'm not personally worried about the anonymous thing. I mean all WU says is i have sent money to someone, somewhere and i can guarantee the person picking it up isn't using their own ID and it won't say what it is, so don't see the big worry!!

okay! Wishing you all the best !
 
  • Like
Reactions: checkouttime
S

Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Does anyone have a recommended method of transfering btc to XMR? without using an exchange?

I know it's pretty easy to do it the other way around bu haven't yet come across a way to pay in Bitcoin and have it arrive in Monero. If anyone has a link it would be appreciated.
 

Similar threads

mydeadflowers
Replies
4
Views
271
Recovery
mydeadflowers
mydeadflowers
polarcrow_
Replies
27
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
sadtrumpet
S
T
Replies
3
Views
420
Recovery
Forever Sleep
F
U
Replies
1
Views
102
Recovery
timf
T
maneose
Replies
1
Views
174
Suicide Discussion
Fish On Land
Fish On Land