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NihilusVan
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- Oct 1, 2025
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Four months ago I dropped out of my Philosophy degree. I didn't know what to do, I was tired, I didn't want to read or write or leave my house. I'm tired and I don't know tired of what exactly; my mom keeps a roof over my head but I don't have anything else, no abilities, no talents, nothing. I'm clumsy, awkward, slow-pased and witless. I wished I could just disappear to spare my mother and my dog the suffering, but it isn't possible. I don't want to stand up. Even though I want friends and a boyfriend, and helping others feel satisfaction, elation and joy, but I feel defeated and I can't talk to anyone. They always say I'm weak, perhaps they're right.