Claymore7274
I'm scared
- Oct 4, 2025
- 195
Last few months i have been dreading when's the moment gonna come, a part of me still wants to keep on living, despite the physical and psychological pain.
but lately i have stopped that thought, i'm just gonna live the moment, keep on living until i can't, i'll enjoy as much of my time as i can, not like i'll go purely hedonistic, i have to take care of my grandma, who will go into cataract surgery in august, so that's for sure a reason to live a little longer.
it's just not fair for me to ruin my day thinking about the things i wont get to fulfill, when the day comes, it will come and that'll be it
but lately i have stopped that thought, i'm just gonna live the moment, keep on living until i can't, i'll enjoy as much of my time as i can, not like i'll go purely hedonistic, i have to take care of my grandma, who will go into cataract surgery in august, so that's for sure a reason to live a little longer.
it's just not fair for me to ruin my day thinking about the things i wont get to fulfill, when the day comes, it will come and that'll be it
