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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,290
I have given up on any attempts to try to recover from my big failure. It's just another boring day, rotting in my room, with no hope to break out of this cycle. I hope the day passes and I can go to sleep again.
 
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Endisclose

Specialist
Oct 23, 2023
350
I have given up on any attempts to try to recover from my big failure. It's just another boring day, rotting in my room, with no hope to break out of this cycle. I hope the day passes and I can go to sleep again.
I am feeling the same listlessness. I just don't know how to fill the time.
 
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hadenough58

Looking for Understanding
Mar 7, 2024
127
I know it is easier said than done but if you can fill your day by going to the gym or even a walk and stop off for a coffee it makes the day go by quicker in my experience
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
Same
Also rotting in my room
Nothing to do
Nowhere to go
Nobody cares

No way to live
 
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Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I have been in this closed loop for a year, it is torture, I will have to make this decision, I am so exhausted, I wish I could finish everything this month.
 
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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
727
I'm getting there. Ordered chloroquine, need to do one or two more things then I may be ready for an OD
 
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