I have finally found my method, it's easy at takes only 30 minutes

[StrawberryBlonde]

I'm so happy I have finally found the method that will work for me - it's drotaverine overdose. I have pills that I already used that have drotaverine in them.
I have already to ctb by it, and my mom found me too early and I got my stomach pumped my ambulance so it didn't work, but the told me if 10 minutes would pass I would die from something cardiac arrest or similar to it condition, like my heart would stop. So very soon, on holidays and when my college will be on the winter break (22 december -14 january) I will commit suicide like I always wanted and enjoy the afterlife and my religion, hopefully, good luck to you all in whatever you seeking!
If you're interested 40-60 pills of drotaverine is lethal dose in my country, and it takes 30 minutes - 1 hour of dizziness and desire to sleep. So it's better than SN in my opinion. It's always a sure way to go.

 

[conflagration]

What's your religion, and what do you think there will be after life?
Cardiac arrest could be a painful way to go, also I would not trust that much doctors who said you almost died - they might be intentionally scaring you, or they might overestimate severity of your state. If drotaverine was a reliable way to go, it would have been mentioned in materials on suicide, like peaceful pill handbook etc.

 

[HerculePoirot]

According to the post below, you'll need to take hundreds of pills...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/planning-to-use-no-spa-is-it-a-good-choice.48061/post-867701

 

[quietam pacem12]

Ich bin so glücklich, dass ich endlich die Methode gefunden habe, die für mich funktioniert – es ist eine Drotaverin-Überdosis. Ich habe Pillen, die ich bereits verwendet habe und die Drotaverin enthalten.
Ich bin schon zu ctb damit, und meine Mutter hat mich zu früh gefunden und ich habe meinen Magen auspumpen lassen, damit es nicht funktioniert, aber sie haben mir gesagt, wenn 10 Minuten vergehen würden, würde ich an etwas Herzstillstand oder ähnlichem sterben Zustand, als würde mein Herz stehen bleiben. Also sehr bald, in den Ferien und wenn mein College in den Winterferien ist (22. Dezember - 14. Januar), werde ich Selbstmord begehen, wie ich es immer wollte, und das Leben nach dem Tod und meine Religion genießen, hoffentlich viel Glück für euch alle bei allem, was ihr sucht !
Wenn Sie interessiert sind, sind 40-60 Tabletten Drotaverin in meinem Land eine tödliche Dosis, und es dauert 30 Minuten - 1 Stunde von Schwindel und Schlafbedürfnis. Also meiner Meinung nach besser als SN. Es ist immer ein sicherer Weg.

Ich wünsche dir das du Frieden findest
Wieviel mg hat eine Tablette?
Ich wäre so froh, wenns vorbei ist.
Danke

 

[Bengal]

What's your religion, and what do you think there will be after life?
Cardiac arrest could be a painful way to go, also I would not trust that much doctors who said you almost died - they might be intentionally scaring you, or they might overestimate severity of your state. If drotaverine was a reliable way to go, it would have been mentioned in materials on suicide, like peaceful pill handbook etc.

I wasn't raised in a religious household. I feel that's definitely helpful here bc I don't know or worry about what happens next. Everyone goes there at some point. Hopefully I join those who have soon

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

What's your religion, and what do you think there will be after life?
Cardiac arrest could be a painful way to go, also I would not trust that much doctors who said you almost died - they might be intentionally scaring you, or they might overestimate severity of your state. If drotaverine was a reliable way to go, it would have been mentioned in materials on suicide, like peaceful pill handbook etc.

I believe that after death you can chose which reality to go, so I can decide to myself and live happily in my favorite anime.
And I read news articles where women died from ingesting 60 pills, so it's kind of easy I think

Ich wünsche dir das du Frieden findest
Wieviel mg hat eine Tablette?
Ich wäre so froh, wenns vorbei ist.
Danke

I don't really know how many gramms are in there but 60 pills or 100 pills should do the trick

According to the post below, you'll need to take hundreds of pills...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/planning-to-use-no-spa-is-it-a-good-choice.48061/post-867701

Oh thank you!

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never heard of that method before, but it must be a relief having a way out of this life that you feel so confident in that it will succeed. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It is always helpful to others when someone chooses to guinea-pig themselves for the benefit of those who might follow.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

It is always helpful to others when someone chooses to guinea-pig themselves for the benefit of those who might follow.

I will do it somewhere in between end of December and beginning of January, so if I don't make a follow up post that means it worked and maybe people could do it too to end their suffering..

I have never heard of that method before, but it must be a relief having a way out of this life that you feel so confident in that it will succeed. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

Thank u <3

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I will do it somewhere in between end of December and beginning of January, so if I don't make a follow up post that means it worked and maybe people could do it too to end their suffering..

I hope it works for you, if that is what you truly desire, and it will bring you to the peace you deserve, that we all deserve. I just hope that it doesn't leave you in a worse state than you are now, being it's not a 'tried and true" method that's had a proven track record of success. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I hope it works for you, if that is what you truly desire, and it will bring you to the peace you deserve, that we all deserve. I just hope that it doesn't leave you in a worse state than you are now, being it's not a 'tried and true" method that's had a proven track record of success. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

Thank u so much for your kind words

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Thank u so much for your kind words

YW. Не за что! Видите ли, все мы, американцы, неплохи. Мы не ненавидим русских. Нам просто не нравится ваше правительство. Черт, мы даже не любим наше правительство.

I hope Google Translate worked OK.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

YW. Не за что! Видите ли, все мы, американцы, неплохи. Мы не ненавидим русских. Нам просто не нравится ваше правительство. Черт, мы даже не любим наше правительство.

I hope Google Translate worked OK.

Haha! It was nice! We don't like our government either, as you may know

 

[Wait-Bus]

I'm so happy I have finally found the method that will work for me - it's drotaverine overdose. I have pills that I already used that have drotaverine in them.
I have already to ctb by it, and my mom found me too early and I got my stomach pumped my ambulance so it didn't work, but the told me if 10 minutes would pass I would die from something cardiac arrest or similar to it condition, like my heart would stop. So very soon, on holidays and when my college will be on the winter break (22 december -14 january) I will commit suicide like I always wanted and enjoy the afterlife and my religion, hopefully, good luck to you all in whatever you seeking!
If you're interested 40-60 pills of drotaverine is lethal dose in my country, and it takes 30 minutes - 1 hour of dizziness and desire to sleep. So it's better than SN in my opinion. It's always a sure way to go.

I am happy for you that you found your preferred method. Now I know my method, I have researched what it will be like - that makes that moment when I CTB a lot easier to endure. I am not so nervous about it.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I am happy for you that you found your preferred method. Now I know my method, I have researched what it will be like - that makes that moment when I CTB a lot easier to endure. I am not so nervous about it.

Aww I hope you're going to go fine too. We deserve good afterlife. If you don't mind me asking whats your method?

 

[Wait-Bus]

Aww I hope you're going to go fine too. We deserve good afterlife. If you don't mind me asking whats your method?

hanging - fully suspended - if you would like to message me, you can DM me.

It is always helpful to others when someone chooses to guinea-pig themselves for the benefit of those who might follow.

Interesting thought - the guinea-pig - its one of the reasons I am considering live-streaming my exit - maybe people can learn from it

 

[locked*n*loaded]

We don't like our government either, as you may know

See how much our people already have in common?! LOL America isn't the panacea that many make it out to be. I think most already know that. Don't get me wrong, I know it's not as bad as a lot of places in the world. But, it's all relative, really. I say that because of all the migrants coming up from El Salvador, Guatemala, Honduras, etc are coming from places far worse than America, so to them, it will be better here, at least for a while, until they discover all the shortcomings. Most people in the US can't stand the government, no matter which party is in power. It's all about greed and money here. The little guy just gets swept under the rug. It's certainly not getting better here. I doubt it ever will. I guess it's like that all over the world, though.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

See how much our people already have in common?! LOL America isn't the panacea that many make it out to be. I think most already know that. Don't get me wrong, I know it's not as bad as a lot of places in the world. But, it's all relative, really. I say that because of all the migrants coming up from El Salvador, Guatemala, Honduras, etc are coming from places far worse than America, so to them, it will be better here, at least for a while, until they discover all the shortcomings. Most people in the US can't stand the government, no matter which party is in power. It's all about greed and money here. The little guy just gets swept under the rug. It's certainly not getting better here. I doubt it ever will. I guess it's like that all over the world, though.

That's rough. I was always interested in speaking with americans cuz I was very intrigued by their point of view. I agree with everything you say! *hugs*

hanging - fully suspended - if you would like to message me, you can DM me.

Interesting thought - the guinea-pig - its one of the reasons I am considering live-streaming my exit - maybe people can learn from it

hanging...I wanted to go that way, first, too. I chickened out because I knew my parents would find me to early or receiving brain damage by hanging myself. You are brave!

 

[Truth1234]

Ich wünsche dir das du Frieden findest
Wieviel mg hat eine Tablette?
Ich wäre so froh, wenns vorbei ist.
Danke

Ich wohne auch in Bayern. Möchtest du mein CtB Partner sein?

 

[enough of this]

I'm so happy I have finally found the method that will work for me - it's drotaverine overdose. I have pills that I already used that have drotaverine in them.
I have already to ctb by it, and my mom found me too early and I got my stomach pumped my ambulance so it didn't work, but the told me if 10 minutes would pass I would die from something cardiac arrest or similar to it condition, like my heart would stop. So very soon, on holidays and when my college will be on the winter break (22 december -14 january) I will commit suicide like I always wanted and enjoy the afterlife and my religion, hopefully, good luck to you all in whatever you seeking!
If you're interested 40-60 pills of drotaverine is lethal dose in my country, and it takes 30 minutes - 1 hour of dizziness and desire to sleep. So it's better than SN in my opinion. It's always a sure way to go.

You might want to rethink your method. Drotaverine is not a sure way to CTB. It could also be very uncomfortable.

Pharmacodynamics
Drotaverine hydrochloride has a spasmolytic, myotropic, vasodilation, hypotensive action.

Drotaverine decreases active ionized calcium supply binding to smooth muscle cells due to inhibition of phosphoesterase and cAMP intracellular accumulation of adenosine monophosphate. It has an apparent and prolonged action on smooth muscles of internal organs and blood vessels and it moderately decreases arterial blood pressure, increases cardiac output (minute volume of heart), and have some antiarrhythmic potential.

Drotaverine decreases vascular tone of cerebral blood vessels and increases blood-filling. Practically, Drotaverine does not influence the autonomic nervous system and does not penetrate into the central nervous system.[5]​

Side effects
Possible side effects include: heating sensation, dizziness, headache (rarely), insomnia. May be observed: arrhythmia (rarely), hypotension, tachycardia, sweating, nausea.[5]​

Overdose of Drotaverine potentially can cause atrioventricular (AV) block, cardiac arrest, paralysis of respiratory system.[5]​

Risks
An article from 2013 described the effects from overdose (in a 19-year-old woman) as including vomiting, seizures and fatal cardiac toxicity.

In 2016, the young Russian chess player Ivan Bukavshin died of a massive overdose (or poisoning) of the drug, which was initially thought to be a stroke; dose detected in his blood was 17 mg/kg.