I have cancer and I hate the way I feel

[Tintypographer]

I hate the way that I feel in my life. I have cancer and that's my problem to bear. I feel this world is a fight for limited resources. I see so many people in this world and their life is stuck without their choosing into an endless cycle of having to work for any living at all. But I see a bigger picture that for any business to start they have to hope to capture some part of a market and there is little chance of actually doing that. What you get is thousands of little treadmills of people begging each other to buy their products which no one needs. And then endless marketing to beg consumers to buy stuff. It's like the growth of GDP is only dependent on people as consumers somehow deciding to buy more shit. I don't want anyone to know who I am or try to market to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, life really is something that is so incredibly useless and unnecessary that never needed to exist at all and also life is such a terrible concept that just leads to endless problems, it's such a burden having to exist. But no wonder so many people are suicidal when they spend their existence being a slave to the society, just to deteriorate from old age and then just die anyway. Such a thing could never be worth it or be beneficial at least to me.

 

[wantittoendsoon]

I have terminal Cancer, It sucks but almost a relief that I know I will be out of misery soon regardless of if I help it along or not

 

[Shadowlord900]

I hate the way that I feel in my life. I have cancer and that's my problem to bear. I feel this world is a fight for limited resources. I see so many people in this world and their life is stuck without their choosing into an endless cycle of having to work for any living at all. But I see a bigger picture that for any business to start they have to hope to capture some part of a market and there is little chance of actually doing that. What you get is thousands of little treadmills of people begging each other to buy their products which no one needs. And then endless marketing to beg consumers to buy stuff. It's like the growth of GDP is only dependent on people as consumers somehow deciding to buy more shit. I don't want anyone to know who I am or try to market to me.

What stage cancer do you have and do you have plenty of money? If you want to avoid an agonizing death, You might be able to apply for a VAD and get accepted at Pegasos in Switzerland (I imagine you'll have more of a chance if it's a stage of cancer that can't be removed with a surgical operation). Also if your cancer is terminal, other VAD services in Switzerland will be open to you too (although I doubt they'd be much cheaper than Pegasos).

 

[Tintypographer]

I have no financial difficulties but I don't really care about a peaceful death by euthanasia. I just want things to hurry up.

I heard a statement by a columnist named Ted Rall who talked about the fact that we should not say "earn a living". Humans should be guaranteed a living. The purpose of "earning a living" is to guarantee that someone is a person who must be there to work and spend.

I'm tired of it.

 

[Tobacco]

I hate this rat race.

 

[Kurushii]

I agree. I hate that we live in a world that only wants you to buy products and to work your life away.

 

[novem]

I watched the documentary "the century of the self" by bbc, it shows you how consumerism, socialism in one person started and by who.