I have absolutely no goals in life, I do nothing. Just goal is die

[Defenestration]

I have absolutely no goals in life, I do nothing. Not even the tiniest one.
My just goal is die since 2023...

When people tell me to start exercising, to eat better, to find a social purpose, etc., I tell myself that it's all pointless anyway because what I truly want is to die.

So I spend three-quarters of my days doing nothing. I'd like to die, but my survival instinct is strong, and I'd have to create a monumental void in my life, in my phone, at home, and rewrite my suicide notes. Too lazy for that, and I keep putting it off.

In fact, I'm here without really being here... I still hope I have the strength to die.

 

[Defenestration]

Others like me?

 

[nintendo64]

I feel the same way. My whole life I've always tried to find something, anything to not just want to die, but it never works. I really don't understand what drives other people to want to live. Eating healthy, exercising, traveling, none of it really does anything for me and I always just give up. I always end up just feeling even worse when I actually try because it makes me realize really nothing works like people always say it does.

 

[Off_Switch]

Others like me?

Maybe just a few...

 

[Defenestration]

Je ressens la même chose. Toute ma vie, j'ai cherché quelque chose, n'importe quoi, pour ne pas avoir envie de mourir, mais rien n'y fait. Je ne comprends vraiment pas ce qui pousse les autres à vouloir vivre. Manger sainement, faire du sport, voyager, rien de tout cela ne me fait d'effet et je finis toujours par abandonner. Au final, je me sens encore plus mal quand j'essaie vraiment, car cela me fait réaliser que, contrairement à ce que les gens prétendent, rien ne fonctionne.

I just want non-existence

 

[_Gollum_]

Same. Only goal is to die.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Truthfully, it's more that I want to do nothing. I think that's why death appeals partly. But then, if I do nothing, I'll eventually suffer more. So- it's more that my goals are enforced now- rather than being genuine. I need money to live- which means working. I need to be fit enough to work- which means maintining basic hygienne, diet, living environment, exercise. It's such a struggle though. I just want to curl up, sleep and be free of it all.

 

[Andarna]

It's the same with me, but I've been stuck in this state for a much longer time. I feel like I died years ago and what's left is an empty shell. Every now and then I try to fill it with something, but nothing ever works.

 

[DonLockwood]

I feel like I'm in the same boat as you. Most of my days aren't contributing anything to society. I have tried gym and walks outside cause of the whole "depression cant hit a moving target" saying. but it hasn't resulted in much. I sadly still wish to die.

 

[dragon.//]

Me too, life isn't for everyone and it should not be an obligation

 

[TwistedNightmares]

I 100% feel the same way as you. I wasn't cut out for life.

 

[Busridin'26]

Pretty much atp.

 

[Defenestration]

Pareil. Mon seul but est de mourir.

Me too dream

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Same. I used to have a lot of goals and plans. Only to watch them crumble. My only goal is to die as painlessly and as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, I don't think I can achieve this goal either. I guess the saying is right after all - hope dies last. I simply sit and hope that one day I just go to sleep and never wake up.

 

[Defenestration]

Pareil. J'avais plein de projets et d'objectifs. Pour les voir s'effondrer. Mon seul but est de mourir le plus rapidement et sans douleur possible. Malheureusement, je ne pense pas pouvoir y parvenir non plus. Finalement, l'adage se vérifie : l'espoir fait vivre. Je me contente d'espérer qu'un jour je m'endormirai et ne me réveillerai plus jamais.

And waiting what do.you do?