I have a new dream & ambition... That will never be.

[Hollowillow]

Due to abuse, my idealist heart turned into a misanthrope wanting to kill the human race and even entire planet... From resentment.

But the people here made me feel such a profound poetic love. I've never felt this level of understanding and freedom of speech before.

I never wanted to kill people so badly... But out of pure compassion & selflessness. Because if it was up to me I'd keep you all forever.

I wish I could become a hitman... to start a service where I get requests to give euthanasia. I sneak in for a fee, so I can afford to live on the road, going fir the next client... All over the world. I'd also kill abusers for people who wish to die because of them, hopefully getting a cancellation once their reason is gone.

I'd wish to kill all of you... Even those of you that I recognize & cherish ... It's so weird after decades of hatred to wish to kill but out of compassion.

I wish I could solve your pains. Sorry for the annoying condescending unsolucited advice. It's my dumb way of expressing that I care about your pain.

I wonder if there is an organisation like that on the dark web. I'm too sick to create the service myself, but I wish for it...

I wish to solve my problem and I know it can be solved. But I don't have the energy & means... The pain us torture making me waste away too fast ... I ruined my new chance & can't restart...

I wish I could be killed... I wish I could hug you hard enough to give you eternal rest.

I wish we could help each other commit sepuku. We stab our gut to prove that we wish for death enough to overcome SI... Then someone decapitate us quick... Such beautiful way... Sad that it was done to apologize for a failure? They happen to learn...

I think I learned enough...

But learning to be a hitman for mercy would be cool.

How do you want to get murdered? Axe or morphine OD? Or?

 

[catflowers]

Due to abuse, my idealist heart turned into a misanthrope wanting to kill the human race and even entire planet... From resentment.

But the people here made me feel such a profound poetic love. I've never felt this level of understanding and freedom of speech before.

I never wanted to kill people so badly... But out of pure compassion & selflessness. Because if it was up to me I'd keep you all forever.

I wish I could become a hitman... to start a service where I get requests to give euthanasia. I sneak in for a fee, so I can afford to live on the road, going fir the next client... All over the world. I'd also kill abusers for people who wish to die because of them, hopefully getting a cancellation once their reason is gone.

I'd wish to kill all of you... Even those of you that I recognize & cherish ... It's so weird after decades of hatred to wish to kill but out of compassion.

I wish I could solve your pains. Sorry for the annoying condescending unsolucited advice. It's my dumb way of expressing that I care about your pain.

I wonder if there is an organisation like that on the dark web. I'm too sick to create the service myself, but I wish for it...

I wish to solve my problem and I know it can be solved. But I don't have the energy & means... The pain us torture making me waste away too fast ... I ruined my new chance & can't restart...

I wish I could be killed... I wish I could hug you hard enough to give you eternal rest.

I wish we could help each other commit sepuku. We stab our gut to prove that we wish for death enough to overcome SI... Then someone decapitate us quick... Such beautiful way... Sad that it was done to apologize for a failure? They happen to learn...

I think I learned enough...

But learning to be a hitman for mercy would be cool.

How do you want to get murdered? Axe or morphine OD? Or?

i want to get murdered kindnapped raped by some fucking perverted guy and he kills me

 

[jodes2]

You're welcome to just shoot me in the head :) I really appreciate your sentiments!

 

[veryhappyhuman]

i want to get murdered kindnapped raped by some fucking perverted guy and he kills me

I get the sentiment, but I'd suggest you don't post like this here. Forums like these have had some really demented predator types, including those that have done what you mentioned. We are all suffering and we deserve a death - but it's gotta be a quick, peaceful one, not one that results in even more and prolonged suffering.

 

[Forever Sleep]

You know, I even considered this as a method- hire a hit out on myself... Of course, I have no idea how to do this. Think someone did talk about this in a thread once- their friend went via this method.

Seems ideal if they know how to do it quickly and painlessly. Still, throws up ethical problems if you have a religious side I imagine. Yes, they are killers to begin with I suppose but I'm guessing it's frowned upon if you incite another person to commit murder (even on yourself). I'm undecided on the God thing myself.

What a 'kind' thought though- to finish us all off. Like a death fairy granting ctb wishes.

 

[catflowers]

I get the sentiment, but I'd suggest you don't post like this here. Forums like these have had some really demented predator types, including those that have done what you mentioned. We are all suffering and we deserve a death - but it's gotta be a quick, peaceful one, not one that results in even more and prolonged suffering.

dude it's not suffering if i am dead and enjoying it

 

[Hollowillow]

i want to get murdered kindnapped raped by some fucking perverted guy and he kills me

As an abused victim... Your wish is beyond my comprehention... Please explain why you wish to be raped before death? Height be the most gross & inapt fucker ever. It's be like being impaled not orgasmic bliss. Unless you're a mazochist. I respect that.

You're welcome to just shoot me in the head :) I really appreciate your sentiments!

Aww thank you. I'd use a shotgun at the base of your head to blast your primal brain's SI right out of your kind face. Because I love you, hihi

You know, I even considered this as a method- hire a hit out on myself... Of course, I have no idea how to do this. Think someone did talk about this in a thread once- their friend went via this method.

Seems ideal if they know how to do it quickly and painlessly. Still, throws up ethical problems if you have a religious side I imagine. Yes, they are killers to begin with I suppose but I'm guessing it's frowned upon if you incite another person to commit murder (even on yourself). I'm undecided on the God thing myself.

What a 'kind' thought though- to finish us all off. Like a death fairy granting ctb wishes.

How did they hire a hit man? The bible says no murder, but nothing on incitation. So hiring a hitman would spare you the sin & bypass hell. The hitman would have an extra hard time in hell if there was one though.

Hahaha! I'd call it the cbt fairy!

dude it's not suffering if i am dead and enjoying it

The order confuses me. Rape hurts by being too rough, how can you enjoy it dead? I fear that the real thing wouldn't be as fun as some roleplay with a sexy guy ... But I wish you some good hard fucking with someone sexy before you get murdered.

Disclaimer: we're sorry that the cbt fairy doesn't offer those services. We encourage you to live out every fantaisies, sexual or otherwise, before hiring a hitman.

Now that I think about it, you could probably hire a male prostitute into bdsm, pick a sadist. A pro would know how to give a fuck. Maybe it will go wrong & you'll die from the choker as he whips you into bliss.

I'm starting to get it now. But I'd have to pick someone attractive.

Perhaps you can PM someone on the incel sub reddit? He might do both? No offence to our site's admin if they're on it?

 

[catflowers]

it

As an abused victim... Your wish is beyond my comprehention... Please explain why you wish to be raped before death? Height be the most gross & inapt fucker ever. It's be like being impaled not orgasmic bliss. Unless you're a mazochist. I respect that.

Aww thank you. I'd use a shotgun at the base of your head to blast your primal brain's SI right out of your kind face. Because I love you, hihi

How did they hire a hit man? The bible says no murder, but nothing on incitation. So hiring a hitman would spare you the sin & bypass hell. The hitman would have an extra hard time in hell if there was one though.

Hahaha! I'd call it the cbt fairy!

The order confuses me. Rape hurts by being too rough, how can you enjoy it dead? I fear that the real thing wouldn't be as fun as some roleplay with a sexy guy ... But I wish you some good hard fucking with someone sexy before you get murdered.

Disclaimer: we're sorry that the cbt fairy doesn't offer those services. We encourage you to live out every fantaisies, sexual or otherwise, before hiring a hitman.

Now that I think about it, you could probably hire a male prostitute into bdsm, pick a sadist. A pro would know how to give a fuck. Maybe it will go wrong & you'll die from the choker as he whips you into bliss.

I'm starting to get it now. But I'd have to pick someone attractive.

Perhaps you can PM someone on the incel sub reddit? He might do both? No offence to our site's admin if they're on it?

turn me on a fuck ton if a guy is that desperate for females to the point where he wants to rape them

 

[Forever Sleep]

As an abused victim... Your wish is beyond my comprehention... Please explain why you wish to be raped before death? Height be the most gross & inapt fucker ever. It's be like being impaled not orgasmic bliss. Unless you're a mazochist. I respect that.

Aww thank you. I'd use a shotgun at the base of your head to blast your primal brain's SI right out of your kind face. Because I love you, hihi

How did they hire a hit man? The bible says no murder, but nothing on incitation. So hiring a hitman would spare you the sin & bypass hell. The hitman would have an extra hard time in hell if there was one though.

Hahaha! I'd call it the cbt fairy!

The order confuses me. Rape hurts by being too rough, how can you enjoy it dead? I fear that the real thing wouldn't be as fun as some roleplay with a sexy guy ... But I wish you some good hard fucking with someone sexy before you get murdered.

Disclaimer: we're sorry that the cbt fairy doesn't offer those services. We encourage you to live out every fantaisies, sexual or otherwise, before hiring a hitman.

Now that I think about it, you could probably hire a male prostitute into bdsm, pick a sadist. A pro would know how to give a fuck. Maybe it will go wrong & you'll die from the choker as he whips you into bliss.

I'm starting to get it now. But I'd have to pick someone attractive.

Perhaps you can PM someone on the incel sub reddit? He might do both? No offence to our site's admin if they're on it?

I guess they used the darkweb to hire the hitman. I've no idea really. Just read it in a comment once. Hmm, you'd think there would be some commandment about not inciting others to sin. Not sure I would feel comfortable adding a very bad sin to someone else's 'record' though regardless.

 

[want2dienow]

so much for being a peaceful place with comments like that
and that is nothing to be glorified or joked about; but i'm also not surprised seeing that here as well

 

[Hollowillow]

it

turn me on a fuck ton if a guy is that desperate for females to the point where he wants to rape them

Even if they're ugly (by that I mean no shower, no clean teeth, filthy) & don't know how to do it right? You could be an incel savior! You deserve to get paid

 

[catflowers]

yeah dude they are powerful men trying to attack a smaller women who is at the mercy of their hands

Even if they're ugly (by that I mean no shower, no clean teeth, filthy) & don't know how to do it right? You could be an incel savior! You deserve to get paid

 

[Hollowillow]

I guess they used the darkweb to hire the hitman. I've no idea really. Just read it in a comment once. Hmm, you'd think there would be some commandment about not inciting others to sin. Not sure I would feel comfortable adding a very bad sin to someone else's 'record' though regardless.

Did you read it here? I feel like I read about hitmen before but didn't think they went through. I wonder about the price. I'm too twit to go to the dark web. But cool!

You'd be without sin because it's their free will to grant your murderous wish or not. Just pick an atheist, we're probably going to hell either way for not following the first 3 commandments about worshipping god

 

[veryhappyhuman]

dude it's not suffering if i am dead and enjoying it

I'll say this - you encounter a guy like that, do you think he'd be more motivated to kill you, or to keep you alive as long as possible (while you suffer) so he can continue his.. perversions? As someone who used to study human scum as a (serious) hobby, I'm not sure you fully appreciate the levels of depravity humans are capable of. That you're saying such things here as a young woman, the prime target of predators like that, is just downright horrifying to me.

Anyway, I only say this because I care about people here. But I know my limits, so I'll stop here. After all, adults are responsible for themselves.

 

[Hollowillow]

yeah dude they are powerful men trying to attack a smaller women who is at the mercy of their hands

I hate predators, especially the weak ones going for weak prey... Like pedos. My question was would you be happy with any rapists, are you into dirty men? I like evil characters.

You might get the hobby of taking walk at nights in deserted alleys.

Fragile girls can carry guns though. But not in canada damnit. We can abort raped babies though, wtf usa making it illegal again. We're going back to the dark ages

Shit if you don't take the pill you end up pregnant. He end up killing his kid too. Kinda defeats the point if rape. Kids are the only way to attain immortality... Unless they kill themselves

I'll say this - you encounter a guy like that, do you think he'd be more motivated to kill you, or to keep you alive as long as possible (while you suffer) so he can continue his.. perversions? As someone who used to study human scum as a (serious) hobby, I'm not sure you fully appreciate the levels of depravity humans are capable of. That you're saying such things here as a young woman, the prime target of predators like that, is just downright horrifying to me.

Anyway, I only say this because I care about people here. But I know my limits, so I'll stop here. After all, adults are responsible for themselves.

I'm horrified too but hopefully there are no rapust among us to encourage into raping women who can't bear it. She must be starving for human touch to wish it? Rough sex & deshumanizing bad rape are different.

I read a story if a father locking his kid in a basement, telling his wife that she did a fugue... He brought babies to her saying she abandonned them at their door. While she was locked in the basement & raped. For at least a decade? Many incest kids died... The lucky ones.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Did you read it here? I feel like I read about hitmen before but didn't think they went through. I wonder about the price. I'm too twit to go to the dark web. But cool!

You'd be without sin because it's their free will to grant your murderous wish or not. Just pick an atheist, we're probably going to hell either way for not following the first 3 commandments about worshipping god

It was discussed in the thread below- although exact details weren't given.

An atheist hitman sounds ideal- so long as they're a good shot.

Failed again and now I'm Down my method

• Thread starterSmallPika
• Start dateJul 20, 2022

 

[Hollowillow]

He doesn't say how she hired a hitman...

It was discussed in the thread below- although exact details weren't given.

An atheist hitman sounds ideal- so long as they're a good shot.

Failed again and now I'm Down my method

• Thread starterSmallPika
• Start dateJul 20, 2022

 

[Foresight]

This thread is locked. Murder and rape fantasies are both inappropriate for this forum.