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Elementalist
Feb 21, 2025
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who else feels like that lol, about themselves i mean?
sadly, bad health doesn't always equal an early death. sometimes you just suffer for decades in absolute misery, WITHOUT the sweet relief of peace
 
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Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Yikes. Perish the thought.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
492
Yeah, I get what leads to that kind of thinking. Usually in life we end up getting the opposite of what we want. So yeah, if you're eagerly looking for death You might live for a long time. And if you're really enjoying life, it might get cut short.
 
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ladyofsorrows

one day, i’m gonna grow wings˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀
May 30, 2023
205
I DO!! my fear is exacerbated by the fact that a great great grandparent of mine actually lived to 105. and there's a gene or whatever that all centennials were found to have. i'm genuinely scared i inherited it lmao as unlikely as it is.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
492
there's a gene or whatever that all centennials
If I recall correctly, it's the FOXO gene. So this gene is responsible for detoxification. It's why there are some people who literally eat chocolate for breakfast and smoke cigars every day and drink tons of alcohol and live past 100.Their Bodies are apparently really good at nullifying the bad effects through detoxification.
 
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ladyofsorrows

ladyofsorrows

one day, i’m gonna grow wings˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀
May 30, 2023
205
If I recall correctly, it's the FOXO gene. So this gene is responsible for detoxification. It's why there are some people who literally eat chocolate for breakfast and smoke cigars every day and drink tons of alcohol and live past 100.Their Bodies are apparently really good at nullifying the bad effects through detoxification.
really hope i didn't inherit it 😭 my body seems really sensitive though so i doubt i did
 
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soributton

soributton

Been waiting for the night to fall
Feb 15, 2026
18
All my grandparents lived to be about a bit more than a hundred. I'm not excited for this
 

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