I have 2 bottles of N and antiemetics

[bing]

I managed to get some antiemetics from when I was sick with food poisoning. They're in my car but they're not meto. I think they should still work though.

I also got 2 bottles of N sitting in my car.

I recently got fired from my job and things aren't looking good. No friends. Been isolated for the past 3 years besides work. I'm thinking of killing my self in the next 2 months because I got a wedding I'm supposed to be at but I don't want to go. No real hope for the future. I'm wondering what I should spend money on before I do it. I got some credit to use. But anyway, I think this is it. I have it all in my hands now but I don't feel as happy as I thought. I did feel a little relieved though.

 

[downndone2]

I'm sorry you're feeling like this and understand. Maybe give it some time. Certainly dont ctb with a date due to a wedding you're supposed to go to. Just say you're sick and cant make it.
Also dont keep N or medicine in your car, the temp and sun can degrade it

 

[Krieger]

What is N?

Noob here

 

[Hans Voralberg]

What is N?

Noob here

Nembutal (pentobarbital sodium)l Holly graal of euthanasia.
Welcome to Ss Krieger. Whats bring you to one of the most strange part of the existing Net if i could ask.

 

[Lost Magic]

Congrats in getting N (is D still doing business btw?) Sorry you are going through these hard times. I feel lonely too and also have N. I want to be gone this year. Just keep that N in a cool cupboard away from heat sources. I keep mine in an air tight container with silica gel packets. TC

 

[DPJ187]

I'm so desperate to get my hands on some N. It's hard in the UK to get anything like that, N, SN, Fentanyl. Anyone have any other quick and painless suggestions? I thought about trains, electricity, hanging but I'm not getting anywhere. I need out now

 

[fizi22]

Im curious what you will spend your money/credit on also

 

[ollo]

Congrats in getting N (is D still doing business btw?) Sorry you are going through these hard times. I feel lonely too and also have N. I want to be gone this year. Just keep that N in a cool cupboard away from heat sources. I keep mine in an air tight container with silica gel packets. TC

I have same wallpaper as your profile pic..

I managed to get some antiemetics from when I was sick with food poisoning. They're in my car but they're not meto. I think they should still work though.

I also got 2 bottles of N sitting in my car.

I recently got fired from my job and things aren't looking good. No friends. Been isolated for the past 3 years besides work. I'm thinking of killing my self in the next 2 months because I got a wedding I'm supposed to be at but I don't want to go. No real hope for the future. I'm wondering what I should spend money on before I do it. I got some credit to use. But anyway, I think this is it. I have it all in my hands now but I don't feel as happy as I thought. I did feel a little relieved though.

u joined yesterday and u already have N, how??

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that if I had the option of N, it would be such a relief. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired of everything. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope you find relief from your pain.

 

[Lost Magic]

I think that if I had the option of N, it would be such a relief. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired of everything. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope you find relief from your pain.

Honestly surprised you don't have a bottle or two, FuneralCry. Drinking N is the closest thing to dying in ones sleep. It is just a comforting thing to have something like it tucked away in the cupboard, just in case. Or even SN, is a good second.

 

[bing]

Congrats in getting N (is D still doing business btw?) Sorry you are going through these hard times. I feel lonely too and also have N. I want to be gone this year. Just keep that N in a cool cupboard away from heat sources. I keep mine in an air tight container with silica gel packets. TC

I got it somewhat recently so I would guess he is. No business on the weekends tho.

I have same wallpaper as your profile pic..

u joined yesterday and u already have N, how??

I've been lurking this forum for years lol. I quit to try to fix my life for about 3-4 years. Well turns out it's not fixable due to mental illnesses and other unfortunate societal factors working against me

 

[Sunny-Pia]

I managed to get some antiemetics from when I was sick with food poisoning. They're in my car but they're not meto. I think they should still work though.

I also got 2 bottles of N sitting in my car.

I recently got fired from my job and things aren't looking good. No friends. Been isolated for the past 3 years besides work. I'm thinking of killing my self in the next 2 months because I got a wedding I'm supposed to be at but I don't want to go. No real hope for the future. I'm wondering what I should spend money on before I do it. I got some credit to use. But anyway, I think this is it. I have it all in my hands now but I don't feel as happy as I thought. I did feel a little relieved though.

I can truly empathize with your feelings, although our stories may be different, we are all here because we share one thing in common - pain! I'm sorry you are feeling this way☹