Venting I’m off these hellish meds I feel like I’ve been awakened.

[supremacyofdeath]

I hate the psychiatrists I hate them all. They had me thinking I could get better on this shit and maybe I even placebo'd myself into thinking they worked. They put me on the shit I couldn't just stop taking. They wanted to fuck me over so bad. Isn't it insane that they'll tell you to drug yourself to make you feel better?
I feel so fucking Alive. I feel awake.
They don't care about me at all they didn't bother to call or check up on me when I stopped picking up their calls and ignoring them . They probably know how full of shit they are:
They're fucking poisoning me whit this shit.
I can finally think. Oh my god I can finally think. The mental block is gone. I feel like an atheist that just met god, like I'm trying heroin for the first time. It's like cumming for the first time holy shit it's so relieving l.
my girlfriend told me these meds weren't working but when I'd get sad she'd tell me to take them.
I'm in a state of euphoria and I fucking did it. Fuck this poison they fed Me. I am free.

 

[DivineSpark]

Yeah, lots of mental health meds has nasty side effects. Making you like zombie (chemical lobodomy)

 

[hang in there]

Yeah, lots of mental health meds has nasty side effects. Making you like zombie (chemical lobodomy)

Lol. Which ones exactly do that?

 

[supremacyofdeath]

Lol. Which ones exactly do that?

Venlafaxine was my personal hell for last year or so.
I stopped being a person. I was still actively suicidal but everything felt hollow. Even sex started to feel wrong, hollow, pointless.
I didn't feel anything, I started to feel a disconnection from the world that I hadn't felt before. It fucks with your sleep To a point where you're constantly exhausted and unable to think. It's like having your brain on static tv mode.
You can't just get off the medication either, a missed dose and the next day you feel like you're genuinely about to die. Bedridden in agony. Life starts to feel like you can't live without this medication. So no matter how empty it feels you have to choice but to take it or Suffer the withdrawals.
I started taking bupropion in hand with it. Which pushed everything over but thankfully somehow nullified the withdrawals. So after so many attempts to get off it finally worked. I feel relieved and reborn.
I'm never taking another pill these bullshit psychiatrists tell me to take. I'm not going back. They don't care, they prescribe you whatever pays more with no regard for what happens to you.

 

[hang in there]

Venlafaxine was my personal hell for last year or so.
I stopped being a person. I was still actively suicidal but everything felt hollow. Even sex started to feel wrong, hollow, pointless.
I didn't feel anything, I started to feel a disconnection from the world that I hadn't felt before. It fucks with your sleep To a point where you're constantly exhausted and unable to think. It's like having your brain on static tv mode.
You can't just get off the medication either, a missed dose and the next day you feel like you're genuinely about to die. Bedridden in agony. Life starts to feel like you can't live without this medication. So no matter how empty it feels you have to choice but to take it or Suffer the withdrawals.
I started taking bupropion in hand with it. Which pushed everything over but thankfully somehow nullified the withdrawals. So after so many attempts to get off it finally worked. I feel relieved and reborn.
I'm never taking another pill these bullshit psychiatrists tell me to take. I'm not going back. They don't care, they prescribe you whatever pays more with no regard for what happens to you.

Huh, I never had that issue with SNRIs, in fact they were the best class of antidepressant maybe even the best med I ever tried, zero issues and made me feel incredible
I did cold turkey it and the withdrawals really were fucking hell, I had no idea what "brain zaps" meant until then. Literally every single time I moved my eyes to other side it was like a fucking lightning bolt shocked me in the head and down through my body
Bupropion was another med I had zero issue with other than seizures
It's interesting how different meds affect different people, they've got genetic testing now that helps narrow down which drugs are going to have the most useful effect on you based on your DNA