Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,161
I hate waking up every morning because it means facing another day of relentless suffering with no real relief in sight. My brain injury and ear damage are constant sources of pain, making even the simplest things unbearable. There's no escape—not while i am awake, not in distractions, not in hope for the future.
Every morning, i wake up to the same physical pain in my head and ears, a reminder that my body has been permanently damaged. i didn't ask for this suffering, yet i have been forced to endure it, day after day for 8 years. My ability to concentrate is ruined, so i can't even engage in the things i once found meaningful, like programming. Movies don't hold my attention anymore. Weed might dull the pain temporarily, but it never truly fixes anything.
Every morning, i wake up to the same physical pain in my head and ears, a reminder that my body has been permanently damaged. i didn't ask for this suffering, yet i have been forced to endure it, day after day for 8 years. My ability to concentrate is ruined, so i can't even engage in the things i once found meaningful, like programming. Movies don't hold my attention anymore. Weed might dull the pain temporarily, but it never truly fixes anything.
