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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
148
my "favorite person" has been fucking ignoring me all day. Sure, we got in a small argument yesterday and I just said "Ok" and she left me on seen. Obviously im not gonna fucking double text her because that would just show how much she's worth to me compared to her. I waited all day for a text but no, not a single one. She kept reposting but didnt text me at all. We text every single day mind you. So I texted her and I told her instead of ignoring me all day just say you dont wanna talk. She days that she does and that she's just busy which is the biggest bullshit ive ever heard. I told her to stop lying and just tell the truth and she said "well I dont feel like talking to anyone today." Do you know how much that hurt dude? She can go a full day without texting me. She says she loves me—what a dirty lie. The least she could've done is texted me saying she didnt feel like texting today instead of just leaving me on seen wondering. No one understands how angry and just hurt i am right now and I just need someone to snap me back to reality. I know she dosent like me so why can't I accept that? I feel so empty.
 
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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
148
what was the argument about?
It was just about a story I posted and she disagreed with it and she got some info wrong or whatever and I corrected her and she said I knew what she meant and then said she forgot I was autistic and I was just really irritated so I just ok
 

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