Help i hate that ODs arent reliable enough

[manic]

I always pictured my suicide as an overdose on medication but i know theres a high chance of surviving and that frustrates me. I have lithium and amitriptyline. ive heard that amitriptyline is a type of antidepressant that can probably kill you and maybe if i take took much lithium i can get lithium toxicity in my blood? if i mixed the two together in a high dose with slash wrists or cuts all over me would there be a chance of passing if no one found me in a quick amount of time?? i know that od isnt reliable and everyone on here says not to do it but is there really no way to die by overdosing with psych meds?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Here an Amitriptyline guide and you can also read what the PPH says about Amitriptyline. Forget about Li and slitting wrists.

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[manic]

Here an Amitriptyline guide and you can also read what the PPH says about Amitriptyline. Forget about Li and slitting wrists.

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

omg thank you so much

 

[default]

you can definitely die by meds or ODing but it's just not as successful as other methods yk, personally i wouldn't but if you research well enough and find something that'll work fs then its your call

 

[I_go_in]

Edit: remember to read before you reply to threads. You think I'd know this playing mtg lol

 

[kitkat9234]

I wish it was more successful. Two years ago I attempted to OD on psych meds (risperdone, lamictal and hydroxyzine) I thought it would work but I didnt realize how stupid I was. Didn't take enough and poor combination of pills. just slept for a while until I was discovered. Taken to the ER was put on 72 hour hold then went inpatient for 30 days which was traumatic.

Now I have a year and a half worth of Lunesta saved up along with some Seroquel, trazadone and propanaolol. Hoping to ingest them with a whole bunch of alcohol then walk down to the river hoping to drown. I'm praying the combination of the sleeping pills and alcohol will kill SI and I would just fall asleep and drown.

I live in NY and it's cold out now. Worried that the river will be frozen and how I will even be able to make the 15 min walk to get to it since it's so cold. Hoping that I won't be jolted awake. Planning on doing it right before new years if I can get the time off of work. I need to get the courage to try as I'm currently chicken shit. Fearing another failed attempt, what happens next and how it will affect my daughter.

I just wish there was a magic pill that you could take that would be 100% effective and put you in a painless forever sleep. Why is it so hard?