When I tell myself that I'm seriously going to CTB soon, my brain usually registers it as something permanent. Like I cannot back out from the time I've set to die.
I've experienced this before and it usually just ends in an attempt, and me going back to doing whatever I was doing like normal.
Currently, I'm experiencing it again and again, and I hate the fact that my brain is giving me ways on how I could stop feeling hopeless. I don't want to keep doing non-attempts anymore and I want it to stop
I've experienced this before and it usually just ends in an attempt, and me going back to doing whatever I was doing like normal.
Currently, I'm experiencing it again and again, and I hate the fact that my brain is giving me ways on how I could stop feeling hopeless. I don't want to keep doing non-attempts anymore and I want it to stop
