Yes with death I can't experience pain anymore and that is really good. But now this not ideal for me, I want to experience pleasure so badly. But when you die you can't experience pleasure you are just nothingness and that is really sad. It's really sad that iam going to die without experiencing good feelings and just go into nothing. I think thats why some people regret suicide. I know I should just accept that we are just in sad reality
Have you ever experienced an overload of pleasure to where it becomes meaningless? Meaning your physical body fires off but you can't feel pleasure that satisfies you even with another person?
Ever felt pleasure so strong it hurts? Push to the brink at least once before you go.
Have you felt pleasure or such a state with drugs or alcohol? Goals? Success? Accomplishments? I don't know if you've pushed yourself to that point if you wonder about not feeling pleasure after dying. Pleasure isn't always a cure, but it must be experienced.
I've felt extreme pleasure from drugs, sex, alcohol, money, dominating another, or being dominated, you name it. Pleasure is not strong enough always to make some want to live.
Experience is the best teacher. What if you could experience the extremes or stronger forms of pleasure before leaving? I encourage you and ANYONE to seek it.
Seek pleasure, love, sensuality if it may lead you out of this. You may find a new road, art, different or new forms. Explore everything even if physical or using all senses. You're not ready to die if you haven't done this. Push or experience before you go.
Sensuality could be a name of what I'm talking about. Maybe don't go before you experience it. People can pay for it, but don't go before you experience it.