I hate that i came into this world

[LastDayOnEarth]

Thats it, if I never came into the world I wouldn't even have to plan how to ctb

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as more than anything I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this torture and suffering as a result, only never existing is true perfection to me, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[Wishingfordeath]

out of all the possible existences we could have been in, why did it have to be this one?

 

[Exiled spirit]

That's one of the reasons why I'm an antinatalist.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah, exactly this. While I do love my parents on one level, on another I often feel horrified by what they have inflicted on me.

And- even if it's not suicide I eventually choose, I resent having to work decades upon decades to pay for their decision. With old age, illness and death waiting regardless at the end. It does tend to make me think: 'What on earth were you thinking?' I think my Mum in particular was just thinking how much she wanted children.

 

[happysunnydayy]

I'm okay with being born but atleast id like to have been treated nicely and humanely