I hate that a lot of people are going to find out about my death

[noonetoo]

These days things like suicides, drug ODs and accidental deaths are statistics rather than news stories.

Yeah, not here. Here, you give your consent to be photographed and publicized by even walking out of your home. Media doesn't care about our feelings. They even display people's full names and ages when they die in car accidents. Suicide is not left out.

 

[CursedForDisaster]

For me I hate the fact that people who never really talked to me before will show up and the few friends I had will be at a funeral of someone they hardly even know anymore..

My family is planning on moving about 11 hours away so I'm thinking about following (depending on when they move) so that only immediate family show's up. I don't want local people to show up to grieve and pity me..

 

[GeorgeJL]

Hope this doesn't come off like "I'm so popular" but I guess you could say I have a lot of acquaintances and I know that it will be a big deal if people find out once it has happened ... I hate thinking about what is going to come after, funeral, embarrassing farewell messages, convos they might have with my parents ... this deters me from even ctbing almost ... I just would like my death to go unnoticed

I know how you can make it look like an illness, but it's too painful so I won't mention it.

 

[dolphin]

I know how you can make it look like an illness, but it's too painful so I won't mention it.

I don't want to make it look like an illness despite feeling embarrassed because I would like my death to be honest. What were you going to suggest though?

 

[maka]

Same same. Whenever a student at my school dies, they announce it over the loudspeaker. There's approxiamately 2,000 kids and over 100 staff at that place. I don't need them all knowing my business. They have a bunch of people who never knew you decorate your locker and plaster your face on a posterboard. The only reason I haven't gone through with it yet is because I don't want people hearing my name and pretending to care, or even talking crap about me.

 

[Empty Smile]

I learned long ago to not give a shit what people think, or say, of me. When I ctb, I'll be dead, I could care less what they want to gossip about.

"It's better to be dead and cool, than alive and uncool." From Harley Davidson and the Marlboro Man

 

[noonetoo]

@Empty Smile, how did you learn to do that?

 

[Empty Smile]

@Empty Smile, how did you learn to do that?

What's that? The box with the saying?

If that's what you mean, put an > beside what you want to go inside of it.

 

[noonetoo]

@Empty Smile

How did you learn to stop caring what people think?

That's my biggest problem. I care too much.

 

[Empty Smile]

Oh..... I just up and quit caring. I used to be the same way, always worried about what people said or thought of me, trying to live up to their standards. I finally said fuck it, and that was it...

 

[noonetoo]

I'm too weak to just switch my mindset like that.
I even cry when I'm a customer somewhere and the workers are being mean and treating me like a nuisance for seeking help with something. I cry because complete strangers act hateful towards me.

I'm pathetic.

 

[Empty Smile]

If you can change your mindset, it will make a world of difference on how you feel about what others think of you.

I also used to fight hard to make people like me, then changed it to "Hate me all you want, I don't care."

If you can change to that don't care feeling, trust me, it's like a burden lifted off your shoulders.

 

[ExitTheDay]

Same here, I think the middle of the wilderness would be the place to kill myself to be honest, I would want hungry scavenging animals to find my body and eat me up before any human being needs to see that and deal with those thoughts in their head, or if you want to be really discrete the middle of the ocean is not a bad idea only if I had a shotgun though, standing on the edge of the boat hoping the blast would fling my body into the water, slowly descending lifeless to the ocean floor to be eaten by marine life

 

[Empty Smile]

Same here, I think the middle of the wilderness would be the place to kill myself to be honest

That's my plan. I've had that plan for years!

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

Well you could always go into social isolation.

1. cut off all communications
2. move to another town. OR just do it right after.

I would pay for crematory services then do the deed in a near by vehicle (inert gas or substances) with a note to contact the crematorium up the block.

Those are my plans. In fact I literally just cut off my last two "friends". I dare not give anyone the satisfaction or the time to gossip about me.

You may think people are going to wonder where you are etc. but after 1 or 2 failed attempts to contact you people move on assuming you didnt want to talk to them anyway. You're not that important in the grand scheme of someone's life. That's your inner ego talking. 99% of people just forget about you and keep it moving...