Venting I hate people

[EuclidianMisery]

I thought coming on here would make my suicide so much easier.
Instead I feel lonelier than ever before, and the non-stop dry firing into my skull doesn't help. Everyday I'm forced to go outside. Stand, be aware and be a freak. Nobody talks to me. Nobody looks at me. I'm just the guy whose always quiet and everyone keeps asking why am I single. I've got no friends, no family. Nobody. Its so hard to find anyone who would want to listen to me rant and I can feel my mind slipping away. Into utter insanity.
Its so much worse when going out in public, see the families and old fucks who won't get out of my way. Worse being the road block that constantly has to move all the god damn time. Its so fucking stupid I'm the problem everyone refuses to tell me I am. Pretend that everything is fine while holding daggeres behind their greasy backs.
I can't hold this in much longer.
I fucking hate people.
I hate them!

There! Shitty rant done!
Leave no comment like everyone else does, or share your shitty story about how you hate people/

 

[Jadeith]

the non-stop dry firing into my skull doesn't help

You own a firearm? I'm envious...

Nobody talks to me. Nobody looks at me. I'm just the guy whose always quiet and everyone keeps asking why am I single.

I couldn't help but notice - if nobody talks to you then who's those "everyone" asking about your marital status?

Its so fucking stupid I'm the problem everyone refuses to tell me I am.

Fake politeness and political correctness - yup, that's annoying as fuck. I mean i'm fuckin' adult, i can take critique. And if you hurt my feelings in the process? So what? They are fucked anyway. You can't do anything worse than my mind already did to me.

I fucking hate people.

Definitely can relate. But i slowly came to realization that i truly and deeply hate only one person. Myself. Everyone else is just a nuisance.

 

[EuclidianMisery]

You own a firearm? I'm envious...

I couldn't help but notice - if nobody talks to you then who's those "everyone" asking about your marital status?

Fake politeness and political correctness - yup, that's annoying as fuck. I mean i'm fuckin' adult, i can take critique. And if you hurt my feelings in the process? So what? They are fucked anyway. You can't do anything worse than my mind already did to me.

Definitely can relate. But i slowly came to realization that i truly and deeply hate only one person. Myself. Everyone else is just a nuisance.

Its like I'm dealing with silence every single day, and its so god damn infuriating! I don't know what's it about me that has people on the stinks but no matter how hard I try to be funny, kind, cool. interesting, etc. Everyone gives the same god damn silent treatment and its fucking stupid!
I could say I hate myself more but that would require me having to forgive people at large and that isn't a line I'm going to cross at all.
They're just as much of the problem as I am and I'm tired of self-blaming as some sort of necessary trait for those in despair.