Venting i hate myself

[Leonard_Bangley39]

I'm honestly glad that I'll ctb in a few months. I hate myself. everyone else around me is getting good jobs, having fun, dating, getting married, starting families, living good lives. meanwhile here i am, broke, unemployed, pathetic, antisocial, the kind of person nobody would miss. I wouldnt even miss me.

 

[LastNite]

I relate, but hey in the meantime love yourself a bit even though it's hard. Make the last few months of your existence worth something to you.
Do things that would make you miss yourself dont care about what others think of you.

Last time I tried to kms I started to not care about anyone or anything. Barely cared about my Homework or school. Stayed up more, played more, and all of that stuff. Although, it wasn't really much "fun" but that's all the activities that I couldve done in that time of my life. If I had a car, money, and was alone I wouldve probably driven somewhere nice spent all my money on clothing and things I want. Heck I never tried something risky like sky diving. It's all new stuff that I wouldve done if I had the chance to do so.

 

[bipolar22]

I'm honestly glad that I'll ctb in a few months. I hate myself. everyone else around me is getting good jobs, having fun, dating, getting married, starting families, living good lives. meanwhile here i am, broke, unemployed, pathetic, antisocial, the kind of person nobody would miss. I wouldnt even miss me.

Same