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- Apr 17, 2024
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I hate myself so much if I had a gun I'd shoot myself I really want to hurt myself so badly
When I take a walk, I look at the trees thinking I could hang myself there
When I see a bridge or apartment buildings, I wonder how to get to the top and whether I would die if I'd jump from there
When I see a knife, I think about stabbing myself
When I see a car, I want to jump in front of it
When I'm at the train tracks, I wonder if I'd cripple myself
My thoughts are like this the entire day. It is too difficult.
I hate fucking everything
I don't want to fall down any more than I already have right now
When I take a walk, I look at the trees thinking I could hang myself there
When I see a bridge or apartment buildings, I wonder how to get to the top and whether I would die if I'd jump from there
When I see a knife, I think about stabbing myself
When I see a car, I want to jump in front of it
When I'm at the train tracks, I wonder if I'd cripple myself
My thoughts are like this the entire day. It is too difficult.
I hate fucking everything
I don't want to fall down any more than I already have right now