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betterinthedark

betterinthedark

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Jan 6, 2026
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I've always typically had sucky birthdays. Today is my birthday and it's just nothing. My boyfriend did not wake me up or plan to take me anywhere. He did get a figure a few days ago and Im grateful but I honestly would've preferred to be taken out today. He wanted to play a game with his friends this morning instead of hanging out with me, and I've been crying next to him and he's just playing on his phone. My parents didn't do anything for me either and on top of this stuff I ended up with a uti. I really want to relapse. Happy birthday to me
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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Happy birthday🤍
 
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WaffleCat

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Apr 25, 2026
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I've always typically had sucky birthdays. Today is my birthday and it's just nothing. My boyfriend did not wake me up or plan to take me anywhere. He did get a figure a few days ago and Im grateful but I honestly would've preferred to be taken out today. He wanted to play a game with his friends this morning instead of hanging out with me, and I've been crying next to him and he's just playing on his phone. My parents didn't do anything for me either and on top of this stuff I ended up with a uti. I really want to relapse. Happy birthday to me
Happy Birthday to you. Cha Cha Cha.
 
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BradGuy123

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Jul 6, 2025
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I'm sorry you're not having a good birthday. I know it's not the same, but you do have a supportive community here. Happy birthday to you. 🎂🎉
 
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parabellum_

" Hell isn't other people. Hell is yourself "
Apr 25, 2026
15
Happy birthday ! Here's a cake for you 🎂
 
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