LonelyPrince
Rotten to the Core
- Dec 12, 2025
- 289
I've tied my entire identity to this. Yet, I'm not good enough. I keep meeting people who are way more skilled than I am and I just resent myself so much for being depressed and stopping for a while. Maybe i could have been better, I could have shared my art online and be proud of it.
But no.
For years I was too afraid to even pick up a pencil and now I'm left with the consequences of it.
I'll never be good enough. What's the point???!
I met this 15 year old prodigy that drew so well and after that encounter I was left feeling like a failure.
I know everybody has their own path but why does mine have to be so long and tedious??? Why can't mine be like theirs? I hate myself so much and i genuinely hate the garbage and produce.
I won't show these anywhere else, what's the point? They are even incomplete. I'm just going to share them here so as little people see them.
I dont even know why im doing this.
I dont know what to do anymore.
But no.
For years I was too afraid to even pick up a pencil and now I'm left with the consequences of it.
I'll never be good enough. What's the point???!
I met this 15 year old prodigy that drew so well and after that encounter I was left feeling like a failure.
I know everybody has their own path but why does mine have to be so long and tedious??? Why can't mine be like theirs? I hate myself so much and i genuinely hate the garbage and produce.
I won't show these anywhere else, what's the point? They are even incomplete. I'm just going to share them here so as little people see them.
I dont even know why im doing this.
I dont know what to do anymore.
