Venting I hate how this couldve been prevented by my parents but they didnt care

[Die.A.Ria]

I have a medical condition i made a Post about it before if you want to know more but i had surgery at 4 years old in the Netherlands and it did not get well and i needed another one a month after but my parents just decided to move to England while i was still recovering from my first surgery and still in pain. What amazing parents they are!

I fucking hate them because why couldnt you wait until i had gotten the surgery and all of this suffering could have been prevented i have so much hatred for them because they caused all thsi suffering

it makes me cry so bad because they dont know how much this affects me , they dont understand how this affects my life and the CONSTANT PAIN i have to deal with everyday and how all the bullying and embarrassment i had to deal with EVERY DAY could have been prevented if they waited ONE MONTH

even my own mum doesnt even know the name of her first childs medical condition like wtf is wrong with her but im not suprised she never cared anyway she also neglected me throughout my life so im not suprised she doesnt know the name of what i have been suffering with since birth

But the good thing is i have much less empathy for them idiots when i do ctb

 

[Die.A.Ria]

I hate my mum even more she always told me how she wished i was never born she always neglected me and abused me and she tries to deny everything she did

 

[PugnaEnjoyer2137]

I'm really sorry this is like this. Parents should always unconditionally care for their children, as they are the ones to brought you here.

 

[itsgone2]

Just realized but my parents did mess up. They didn't parent, weren't supportive.
My older brother is already dead from suicide.
I desperately hope to do the same.

I wondered how my sister made it. she stumbled badly too at first. But then turned it around. Long story but my mom essentially moved in with her to help her recover. Huge parental support.

My father died many years ago. Two of us didn't realize how much help we needed.

I've made too many poor decisions so maybe I could have escaped this otherwise. The world is changing too. Everything is awful.

 

[delinquentsandwich]

mine also failed me
I had to learn so many things on my own and not to mention having to mature faster than my peers
I was never set up to deal with life and being an adult

so now I've made some bad decisions and landed where I am now
the fault doesn't completely fall on them but if they had been actual parents, I'd be in a very different place now

my older siblings have also struggled greatly
brought into this world without a say, yelled at without a say, forced to struggle without a say
unfair, to say the least