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anyoneshorizon

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Jun 8, 2022
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I'm tired of being ashamed of how i look. I feel even more shame for that being my main reason for wanting to ctb.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,339
I understand hating your appearance very well and hate how I hate it too. But it's understandable given how much of a premium our society places on physical appearance and it's very painful to have to occupy a body you despise.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,556
I'm tired of being ashamed of how i look. I feel even more shame for that being my main reason for wanting to ctb.
I feel you so much,i hate myself very very deeply and i hate everything about me,especially how i look....i fight with this problem since i was kid and still today for this reason i wasn't able to enjoy myself and my life.
After all these years i feel there is nothing i can do about it...i can only eliminate myself ctbing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,590
To me it's understandable how that can make people suicidal. I know that it can be dreadful being trapped in a life that is constant misery. I hope that you find relief from your suffering, best wishes.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I can relate. I avoid mirrors as much as possible because I hate having to look at myself
 
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sewercide

sewercide

drowning in the sewer
Aug 13, 2022
83
I also hate this puny weak flesh prison. Just fucking wanna rip it apart. To shreads I say.
 
Tiberius85

Tiberius85

Member
Aug 21, 2022
77
As cliche it may sound but honestly "looks" are neither important nor anything you should worry about. "Good looks" is a completely arbitrary measure. What one person think is good-looking is another ones ugly. It's also purely an external thing, for that matter. Love yourself the way you are. Be a good, kind person with a good character. That is true beauty. :)
 
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