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annasplight

annasplight

'she's being impossible!'
Aug 6, 2024
81
Sorry for the fucking rant, but I hate everyone who says that 'its all in God's timing! it's all gods plan!'
was it his fucking PLAN for my life to be this shitty?! for me to be his 'toughest soldier'? I didn't ask for this! I didn't ask for people to cast me aside, for my own family to openly talk about how much they dislike me...

I'm trying so hard, but this world is so cruel and uncaring. I hate that I care so much about everything and everyone. Why do I do this to myself? Why couldn't 'gods plan' make my life at least tolerable? why does it have to be this miserable? if there were a god, would he let me suffer this much? am I not one of his children?

does God hate me?
 
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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
358
i feel like a lot of Christians are really inconsistent about a lot of parts of Christianity. everything is part of God's plan but at the same time God doesn't intervene because we choose to have free will and leave the garden of Eden, which is it? he can't be an omniscient being controlling and planning everything and just some spectator going afk. it's one of the other, not both.
 
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ellisdisappeared

Member
Aug 17, 2025
18
I agree so so much. I also dread when Christians say "God will never push you past your limits" or something along the lines of that. I just think it's so insensitive and only creates more damage.
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
420
You sound like a believer, so I don't want to offend you. But, my personal feelings...

If there IS a "god", Fuck Him!!! Seriously. Fuck him. He's not loving nor holy, nor deserving of my worship. If it has to be so, I'll gladly sleep on the pilot light of hell if it means I'll never see this psychopathic, genocidal, sadistic asshole.

Sorry. But, fuck him.
 
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certified_idiot

certified_idiot

Future Lost Media
Dec 5, 2023
140
I hate it when religious people think that just because they find comfort in religion, that means everyone does. It's so annoying!!! I don't like the idea of some sky daddy watching me, I don't like the idea that he has my entire life planned out for me, and I don't find hope from wishful thinking. If god does have a plan for me, it's for me to become a fucking statistic in the DSM-6.

If god does exist, he is probably thoroughly entertained by our suffering. It would make sense for us to be made in his image, because humans are horrible.
 
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annasplight

'she's being impossible!'
Aug 6, 2024
81
You sound like a believer, so I don't want to offend you. But, my personal feelings...

If there IS a "god", Fuck Him!!! Seriously. Fuck him. He's not loving nor holy, nor deserving of my worship. If it has to be so, I'll gladly sleep on the pilot light of hell if it means I'll never see this psychopathic, genocidal, sadistic asshole.

Sorry. But, fuck him.
I honestly don't even know if I can consider myself to be religious at this point. I find it hard to believe in a God who would let his 'children' suffer like this. It's just so ass how everyone credits everything to a made up being.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,704
I wonder if Jesus accepted that while being nailed to the cross. I just can't really square a kind, compassionate, well meaning fatherly God with a being that had that 'planned' for 'his' son.

I'm amazed people even put their trust in a being that not only allowed that to happen (supposedly) but, that also designed the world the way it is. Where sentient beings have to eat each other- sometimes alive in order to survive. Fearing such a being seems more reasonable but, trusting them to have our best interests at heart? I just can't see it.

Why couldn't Jesus have died a natural, peaceful death and reincarnated in front of 'his' followers for example? What's this obsession with suffering?

I really want to say to religious people- take a look at the life cycle of the jewel wasp. Even our most sadistic horror writers would struggle to come up with something as horrific as that! That is what your/ our God planned. How can that intrinsic behaviour be morally justified? (The jewel wasp stuns an insect, lays an egg on it, seals it in a burrow and its larvae eats the poor thing alive.)
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

There's someone in my head but it's not me
Oct 21, 2024
714
If this so called god is real, why did he let his son be nailed to the cross instead of trying to save him, or him taking his place? Not a very loving father imo. The line of bullshit that jesus died for your sins, makes me laugh even more.

If this character knows what sin you're going to do tomorrow, why does he not stop you? Don't give me the "god gave man freewill" shit either.

"god created you in his image"..... Thanks dumbass, you made the choice for me to have a miserable, fucked up life, then have the balls to say suicide is one the ultimate sins.

If god exists, he can lick the sweat off my dogs nutsack.
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
777
"god" is just santa claus for adults...

The ones that believe in re-incarnation really piss me off too. "You chose this life, this was in your soul contract"

FUCK OFF!! :angry:

Imagine saying this garbage to a child dying on a cancer ward or something...

Really can't stand religion or spirituality. It's a cult of the feeble-minded.
 
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N-methylamphetamine

N-methylamphetamine

Experienced
Jul 6, 2022
248
Sorry for the fucking rant, but I hate everyone who says that 'its all in God's timing! it's all gods plan!'
was it his fucking PLAN for my life to be this shitty?! for me to be his 'toughest soldier'? I didn't ask for this! I didn't ask for people to cast me aside, for my own family to openly talk about how much they dislike me...

I'm trying so hard, but this world is so cruel and uncaring. I hate that I care so much about everything and everyone. Why do I do this to myself? Why couldn't 'gods plan' make my life at least tolerable? why does it have to be this miserable? if there were a god, would he let me suffer this much? am I not one of his children?

does God hate me?
Christians don't actually care, they just care about their morals
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,939
No need to be sorry for the rant, rant as much as you like here! I also can't stand religious people either. I've come to the conclusion that IF there is a God, he must be an evil bastard and is COMPLETELY UNWORTHY of our respect, let alone our love and devotion. I'm going to reject the bastard to their face with both middle fingers if there is a creator of all this nonsense.
If god exists, he can lick the sweat off my dogs nutsack.

But the poor dog... I say we make God eat the shit out of my toilet after I take a huge dump and give him a swirlie in the process.
 
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Off_Switch

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Aug 15, 2025
291
God can slurp down a mouthful of Satan's you know what.
 
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SadGirl

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2019
471
Sorry for the fucking rant, but I hate everyone who says that 'its all in God's timing! it's all gods plan!'
was it his fucking PLAN for my life to be this shitty?! for me to be his 'toughest soldier'? I didn't ask for this! I didn't ask for people to cast me aside, for my own family to openly talk about how much they dislike me...

I'm trying so hard, but this world is so cruel and uncaring. I hate that I care so much about everything and everyone. Why do I do this to myself? Why couldn't 'gods plan' make my life at least tolerable? why does it have to be this miserable? if there were a god, would he let me suffer this much? am I not one of his children?

does God hate me?
Well, about family, I also did a lot of shit. They don't hate me, but I feel indifference among them. I've gotten a new job now, and I'm going to focus on myself only, I don't feel the need for my family's approval, not much. I have problems with my mother, we fight a lot. I just just don't care much about them either.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

Member
Jun 4, 2026
339
Sorry for the fucking rant, but I hate everyone who says that 'its all in God's timing! it's all gods plan!'
was it his fucking PLAN for my life to be this shitty?! for me to be his 'toughest soldier'? I didn't ask for this! I didn't ask for people to cast me aside, for my own family to openly talk about how much they dislike me...

I'm trying so hard, but this world is so cruel and uncaring. I hate that I care so much about everything and everyone. Why do I do this to myself? Why couldn't 'gods plan' make my life at least tolerable? why does it have to be this miserable? if there were a god, would he let me suffer this much? am I not one of his children?

does God hate me?
Maybe god just has a sick sense of humor
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,939
Christians don't actually care, they just care about their morals

Except their morals aren't actually moral. They just claim they are because some alleged dictator in the clouds arbitrarily made up the rules and then they call it "objective morality" or some shit. Sounds like a might makes right argument to me.
 
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bhaloo

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Jan 19, 2025
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There is no god and there are no plans. everything is chaos and random.
 

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