JustBe
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- Jan 12, 2026
- 27
Like for real, I drunk a third of a vodka bottle tonight, and I strangely feel good.
Everything is shit in my life, but I feel warmth in my body at the moment, and it just feels good.
I'm smiling for no reason.
And then tomorrow, I'll wake up with a hangover.
But damn imagine if life could be like when you're drunk, head empty, not thinking of your problems, struggling to walk but still anything makes you laugh and there are two neurons connecting and that's it.
It hate alcohol, my life made me an alcoholic, but life almost feels good when drunk.
I don't feel like killing myself when I have around 2g of alcohol in my blood. That's the issue with alcohol, it almost makes life worth it, because for like 4 hours you feel like nothing matters...
Unfortunately it's hard getting fentanyl in Europe but I'd definitely overdose on it. Drugs kinda make life worth living until dying bause of it
Everything is shit in my life, but I feel warmth in my body at the moment, and it just feels good.
I'm smiling for no reason.
And then tomorrow, I'll wake up with a hangover.
But damn imagine if life could be like when you're drunk, head empty, not thinking of your problems, struggling to walk but still anything makes you laugh and there are two neurons connecting and that's it.
It hate alcohol, my life made me an alcoholic, but life almost feels good when drunk.
I don't feel like killing myself when I have around 2g of alcohol in my blood. That's the issue with alcohol, it almost makes life worth it, because for like 4 hours you feel like nothing matters...
Unfortunately it's hard getting fentanyl in Europe but I'd definitely overdose on it. Drugs kinda make life worth living until dying bause of it
