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greatgooglymoogly

greatgooglymoogly

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Dec 1, 2023
79
I feel like a total shell now, I'm on DXM rn and this is the best I feel because I like almost don't remember who I am and the idea of having to go back sucks so hard
 
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pneumonoultramicros

pneumonoultramicros

i hate this planet
Feb 16, 2023
8
i feel the same way. recently ive just been getting more and more reckless with taking pills weed and otc just to give me any sort of feeling like im not real. being fully conscious makes me feel so trapped and scared
 
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AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
334
I hate myself too because my brain is all fucked up, and I can't do anything the fix that.
I hope you get better.
 
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