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bubblebunny

bubblebunny

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Aug 18, 2023
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I don't hate black people in general. I just really internalised the racism. I would never turn to a black person and say they're worthless, but for me personally it's been a curse. Genuinely
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
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so relatable
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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I don't hate black people in general. I just really internalised the racism. I would never turn to a black person and say they're worthless, but for me personally it's been a curse. Genuinely
It's hard having to accept things that can't be changed, but also I wish you felt more comfortable with who you are. But I totally get it. I don't have the exact same situation but wish I could change so many things that are not changeable. I appreciate your vulnerability and honesty.
 
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farawaystara

farawaystara

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Jun 1, 2026
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I don't hate black people in general. I just really internalised the racism. I would never turn to a black person and say they're worthless, but for me personally it's been a curse. Genuinely
I understand you completely we all hate things about ourselves that we cant change and we dont have to accept them just because they exist

Im Arab too I hate things about being Arab but my hate doesnt change anything

I feel you I understand what youre going through you are not alone
 
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