Versailles
Enlightened
- Oct 1, 2020
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I just woke up from a pretty horrible dream, I don't think they're normal, really, I'm crying, please, I'd like to hug someone.
In my dream, it was me, but my birth was totally different, the medical negligence was worse, which caused serious brain damage, leaving me paraplegic for life.
And it was me, in a wheelchair, with my crooked mouth and blinking with difficulty, at home, waiting for my mother in the living room, I see how she opens the door of my house, and to my surprise, she had sweet breads that I loved so much, I laughed awkwardly when I saw those loaves and my mother gave me one, to eat with difficulty.
I never studied, my life was based on watching TV and lying down, my mother was the only one who took care of me, the rest of my family distanced themselves from me, I never had the opportunity to make friends and I was condemned to oblivion, even so I understood all this.
I cried, I cried a lot because I couldn't help myself, I was an adult, I saw how my mother was getting old, I wanted to talk to her, communicate with her, but I couldn't, I could only make sounds or shrieks, the only happy day was my birthday, because I could seeing my family together, I loved him, I never had any achievements and my family accepted that I would not achieve any achievements either.
No one approached me, I was imagined and ridiculed.
In short that was my dream, it was so real that I woke up with my heart racing, suffering brain damage has always been my biggest fear, and I am afraid of what this dream means, now I can only cry.
In my dream, it was me, but my birth was totally different, the medical negligence was worse, which caused serious brain damage, leaving me paraplegic for life.
And it was me, in a wheelchair, with my crooked mouth and blinking with difficulty, at home, waiting for my mother in the living room, I see how she opens the door of my house, and to my surprise, she had sweet breads that I loved so much, I laughed awkwardly when I saw those loaves and my mother gave me one, to eat with difficulty.
I never studied, my life was based on watching TV and lying down, my mother was the only one who took care of me, the rest of my family distanced themselves from me, I never had the opportunity to make friends and I was condemned to oblivion, even so I understood all this.
I cried, I cried a lot because I couldn't help myself, I was an adult, I saw how my mother was getting old, I wanted to talk to her, communicate with her, but I couldn't, I could only make sounds or shrieks, the only happy day was my birthday, because I could seeing my family together, I loved him, I never had any achievements and my family accepted that I would not achieve any achievements either.
No one approached me, I was imagined and ridiculed.
In short that was my dream, it was so real that I woke up with my heart racing, suffering brain damage has always been my biggest fear, and I am afraid of what this dream means, now I can only cry.
I have woken up from dreams feeling like I was in some parallel reality, it's really spooky. It seems likely that this dream was a result of your fears of brain damage and subsequent disability. I hope you have more pleasant dreams tonight <3
