Venting I had a tiny spark of hope...

[kopebaldy]

...then I lost it, then I found it, then I ruined it, then I got it...

This whole cycle is seriously exhausting. I'd prefer to be hopeless without any way to get out of this shit than having a glimpse that instantly got taken away either by me being a sack of shit or by uncontrollable circumstances.

It feels like I'm strapped in a maze where the exit changes places every time I look at it.

I'm tired, pals.

 

[bonnieps>]

I know exactly what you mean. This slight up and harsh down

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best.