I guess I belong on here after all

[hihi2027]

I tried applying for a job and even got an interview pretty much instantly. But they used ai to schedule it, so that just shows you that they dont think your important enough to even have a human contact you for an interview. Of course I overthinked and never even showed because of anxiety mindf###. sigh, appearantly these places dont even know that you scheduled anything, so i probably wasted my time. Still, the fact that I never even showed up shows how worthless I am. I dont deserve to live. My family doesnt believe in therapy so theres no chance to get help. Right now im just trying to bs my way into getting enough cash so that maybe some doors can open. But ill probably self sabatage along the way before ctbing.

Well friends, im so sorry i came back! :(

 

[darkshadownice]

They use AI to schedule an interview? Fuck, we are so cooked beyond belief.
Why did society accept AI without thinking of the consequences?

 

[enso]

Hello!

Why do you think, that if you can't find a work, you are worthless?

Mostly, idea of evaluating your life 'worth' by amount of your work comes from Calvinism of 14th/15th century, which states, that you can know, whether you are condemned to eternal damnation or will go to heaven by the status of your well-being here, in earthly life. Then it was reinforced by protestants too.

Why do you think that you do not deserve to live? If you live, then you already deserve to. And how can anyone say who deserves to live and who does not? Is it calculated by any method?

What is the difference between the end of life of a human who worked through all his life and a human that did not work a day. Will they end their life somehow different? Death is a universal equalizer.


All is said just to the point that every of yours attempts to find yourself, your desired work is new experience. The more attempts you have, the more experience comes. The more experience comes, the more you understand yourself and what you need!

 

[ctb_warrior]

I tried applying for a job and even got an interview pretty much instantly. But they used ai to schedule it, so that just shows you that they dont think your important enough to even have a human contact you for an interview. Of course I overthinked and never even showed because of anxiety mindf###. sigh, appearantly these places dont even know that you scheduled anything, so i probably wasted my time. Still, the fact that I never even showed up shows how worthless I am. I dont deserve to live. My family doesnt believe in therapy so theres no chance to get help. Right now im just trying to bs my way into getting enough cash so that maybe some doors can open. But ill probably self sabatage along the way before ctbing.

Well friends, im so sorry i came back! :(

Don't think too much my friend.. in my case, everything was automated by workflows and not a single human contacted me.. It doesn't mean that they don't value you, it's just that every organisation is now being told to implement AI as it's the buzz word. Earlier, automation used to be the buzzword so everywhere people were like automate this, automate that. I'm an automation engineer. I had to automate the work of 10 ppl so that 1-2 ppl can do that work. However, that automation reduced jobs there but it created more jobs on the other hand.
Similarly, AI is everywhere these days.
We are living in very uncertain times where thousands of employees are fired in the name of cost cutting. Imagine what would they do, how would they look for another job and the ones who have acquired family and send their kids to school, have monthly EMIs to pay, have monthly rent to pay, how will they survive on just their savings. An average working class employee keeps savings of upto 6 months.
They can't even CTB. They have to manage that somehow.
So, don't be too harsh on yourself
CTBing is a choice but while you are still on earth, make sure you make the most out of your time.
Don't take too much stress.
Btw, feel free to talk to everyone here you don't need to say sorry to be back..